females & cars...wheres the connection?

SEX. 3 letter word, one big meaning & feeling to both sexes. both sides view sex differently: females-some females view sex as something very passionate and should only be shared for the one that deserves it. to some other females sex may be a good time with a close friend, or an ex that you just cant seem to let go because you still keep fucking them. males- we view sex as a object, no wonder why we get called dogs & pigs. we just look at it as a one-time thing if there not our gf. we rarely get feelings caught up & usually we fuck and leave. but in a relationship aspect sex should be viewed as a strong attraction, then if its good the connection will follow-up. the way i see it ; when you buy a new car or atleast before you go to buy a new one you wana test drive it, see how it drives, handles on the road, how fast it can go etc. well i see girls the same way ; before i put all that money(time) into my car(girl) i wana see how you drive(sex) before i buy it and get dissapointed because you cant turn a corner sharp like my old car can. no i just wasted all this money(time) on this new car and come to find out i dont even like it no more. just like a females if you fuck and act like a couple before use are actually together then you see how one another is, acts, responds to in certain situations and etc. so females ; before you buy a new car and you love it ; give it a good test drive & think twice. fellas, if she test drives you & you cant even hit 65 on the highway then by any means necessary she can ditch the nissan and go and buy a lexus.

females make no sense,

i tried to see the relevance when a girl speaks on her characteristics to how she is as a girlfriend. for instance girl's have some of the biggest ego's ever ; they brag on how good they dress, how good there hair is, that they drive, have a job, are in school, only fucked one nigga one time. etc. i can go on & on. but what does any of that relate to a relationship? can you cook? can you suck a mean one? are you gunna' be there when i get diagnosed with cancer & have to go bald? doubt it. but you see where im going with this, just because you have so much going for yourself doesn't mean you have alot to offer someone. yeah, you might have majority of your shit together & going somewhere in life but that doesn't give you the right to blow up my phone 50x's in 2 hours because i didnt respond to one text.(this never happened, just saying). and just because you fucked one nigga one time makes you something amazing, right? wrong!. you telling me that just means your sex game might not be up to par, which may result in me cheating on you. but i love you right? so id never dare do that cause your just so precious...so ima keep you around and treat you like the queen you are while i still do my dirt with other girls. and BAM! good girl goes bad forever..all because of a misuse of her she presented herself. now every dudes that's guna ever try and talk to her will get denied, an the ones that don't well guess what now she has the biggest trust issue's and is guna' constantly accuse you of creeping. now we flip the script- the whores. most likely a whores sex game will be up to standards, she'll know the right things to say and do at the right time. sp therefore you know she's big headed(cocky) now she whore thinks she deserves a faithful dude with a good stroke game, dress game and his shit together and a sweetheart and stays faithful to them & only them. weird right? its crazy how these devils are asking for angels but they cant even get close to the doors of heaven. so you do dirt you get dirt in return, but then again theres a bunch of guys that have the good qualities females like, they see a female down & out and try to resurrect her AKA turning a hoe into a housewife. he stays faith to her, does good by her & buys her things, wakes her up to the best heartwarming texts etc. she replies and scrolls down and replies to her other "jaunts" text. she keeps you around while she does her dirt. its all a never ending cycle that we fail to realize we keep spinning in.

close minded people in action..

so today after i leave my 8th period class walking out this girl thats in my class goes "donnie do you know _____" i said "yea why?" she goes "kus she be talkin about you 24/7 saying omg donnies so cute" so i kinda blushed and then she said something and then she ended up saying "your not my type" im like well clearly im not (thinking to myself) then i said "no shit look at you and look at me", then she took some type of offense to it like i was saying im to good for her, but i really just ment that we wouldnt look right as a couple.
so she goes on & says something & i remember me saying "im not your type but im not ugly" then she like did some gesture with her face then i thru the look on my face that says "bitch is you stupid my ass aint ugly" then i basically repeated my self with that type of look on my face & she goes "your not ugly, your not"

the point of the topic is that i knew her since my 8th grade year in middle school ; and we dont KNOW each other but i know her. she kool peeps not a person i'd date though(lol). but like as i take off to leave the school heading to the parking lot to get into my rolls royce(lol) it hit me! how can she say im not her type if she doesnt really know me? she never took the time to ask me my favorite color, music, not even the basics and she goes to just how i act with people in general as how i'd act if i dated someone...well atleast some type of judgement had to be passed based on the way i act with people, right?
who knows im a person that gives people the benefit of the doubt when it comes to dating and stuff of that nature, souly based on the fact that people do have hearts and can be passionate towards others ; you nor i know them like that so who are we to say they arent different with there bf/gfs? exactlyy we have to room to talk
but it was a good thing that this happened today!
lesson learned:get to know girls before passing judgement on not giving them a chance because i'd never know until i give things a try with them right? WRONG. lol. usually girls that im already attracted to are open to trying to meet me and actually are interested in getting to know me as more then the person i act on a dailyy basis.

sleep where my pillows at ; nightmares are bound to come eventually

where i am currently located as a resident is lancaster, PA. known as amishville or w.e. NO! its little puerto rico. lol
but i hate it here ; everyone is so close minded and stuck to just one thing its like people say there different to just seem cool kus now its cool to be different. NO fuck that...do wtf you've been doing and stop playing a role you werent doing. why in all the sudden did you start to listen to plain white t's? or just any rock group for that matter...FUCK THAT!.i never passioned other music then lil wayne, kid cudi, wiz khalifa, lupe fiasco, wale, tyga and some of drake. but i dont flaunt the fact i listen to kid cudi to seem cool or anything ; i LOVE the high tempo beat/electro beats he spits on. and the shit he says is not one bit lyrical but it is common sense and a common sense that i can fuck with.
all these ppl are just now getting put on with cudi ; like his albums been out for more then 6 months, your only listening to him kus hes hyped now. and tht kills the hole point of listening to somene that you actually care to download and like there music and really be a fan to someones music.
more of this town is DRAMA...females mainly i mean. like god damn it stop giving a fuck whos tryna get with your boyfriend kus changes are hes tryna get with them. stop punishing the ones thats not doing the crime. if a girl tlks slick why do you wana fight her over her opinion on you? I THOUGHT WE WERE ENTITLED TO OUR OWN FUCKING OPINION. your fighting kus someone said something about you? woop d fuckin DOO. lets commit suicide the worlds over, its 2012 all because one person doesnt like you..im sure your guna just stop sleeping, stop eating all because of one person not liking you. SMFH ppl say they dont care what others think then why fight someone because they called you a bitch? woop d doo 2 weeks it'll all be forgotten about so why bother with ppl?
what even outrages me more is i was considered a cornball in 9th grade for wearing polos to school look now ; polos the 2010 style and its all the sudden cool to wear polo? WTF. g-shocks are nothing new people are just getting put onto them.
its like if it comes out and nobody fucks with it, WACK is what its called. but as soon as it gets momentum going behind it ; its the greatest invention since high-top shoes.
nobody follows there hearts any more ; everyone wears whats hot its like a big ass fan club with everyone wanting to join. you know what i gota say? KISS MY FUCKIN ASS. your cool is not my cool so im doin my own thingg with my shit.

it bugs me to the core of my mind that people wear this one time and then next wear this. like for instance member when famous was in? everybody wore famous and dc shirts and stuff like that..well guess what? THOSE DIMWITS ARE NOW WEARING POLO. because its the newest thing out..then they wana consider themselves fresher then others just because they got into the newest and most populated fan club in town. NO again KISS MY FUCKIN ASS. i like those people that wore hco & still wear hco. those ppl tht been wearing vans and still wear vans & might i add all these ppl tht switch up styles are people that are 18 19 yrs old im 16 being me..wtf does that tell you?

peace ill bbl with more of my thoughts....

day dreaming/ranting, venting/ etc

im a huge day dreamer ; i kid you not i could sit on a park bench on a summer night for literally hours on in and be perfectly content with myself by myself and not speaking to anyone i think about random things;

whether it be...

girls
clothes
more girls
more girls
the weekend
true art in its purest form
or any little thing

im NOT a regular person, if you know me im overly sarcastic, i make jokes on all races including white because its funny to me, i try and make a joke into everything...im not a person you cross paths with anyday
im rarely ever in a bad mood ; only person that can make me go from good to bad is my mom, i dont know how she posses the power to do it but she can smh

but when it comes to people i get along with almost everyone i come in contact with, i dont have any known haters...maybe a couplee but the fogs to thick for me to realizee i have anyy

even though i love girls and think about them as much as any guy ; THEY ARE NOT MY WEAKNESS i have been perfectly single for the past 4 months not being involved with a single female

most guys need a new girl for some odd reason ; guys need girls to make them feel better about themselves and self esteem, there thing is the badder the bitch the higher your self esteem.
my thing is my self esteem is alreadyy pretty high, im very pleased with the way i came out of the twat whole i have alot of imperfections and stuff like that..but fuck it you take with what you got & make it look 100x's better then it was originally planned for you.
you WILL NOT GET ANYWHERE sitting around criticizing yourself, doubting/downing yourself with your insecurities...make the best of it and focus on your strong points and make having flaws seem okay ; if you do that it will lets other people feel okay about themselves and have a thing in there mind saying im not the only one walking around with these big flaws
i always speak on ppls flaws if im out in public or something for me & my friends to get a good laugh & i mean a GOOD LAUGH. lol
but in the end its all a joke ; even tho i clown people with baggy jeans kus there so outdated & out of style those people i bet clown people that wear tight jeans.
but from my point its a joke ; i really could careless what you wear or do with your life ; as long as it doesnt effect me then more power to youu.

girls with lame guys is just the tip of the ice berg of my rantingness ; i dont get how girls say guys are all lame and they end up meeting someone new and it goes back down the gutter like the rest, then they get mad at US meaning guys that actually have there selves together , and bitch at us because they cant find something good ; girls need to know A GOOD GUY WILL NOT WALK UP TO YOU OR TELL YOU HE LIKES YOU maybe throw out hints but nothing obvi so be on the look outtt for that.

ill be back with a Pt. 2...

r.e.s.p.e.c.t

DO NOT give it unless it is earned ; and if it is, give certain levels of it NEVER give your full respect to someone unless they gave it to you or they deserve it

negativity spreads quicker then positivity ; but positivity is remembered

my mom always told me to be with people that have your best interest at heart with out then even noticing ; and i found it.
friends fight, argue, and all that petty shit but in the end if you end the day laughing with them then thats a true friend.
i never been backstabbed or told some deeep dark secrets ; ive always just been open about shit and i wear my heart on a shortsleeve ; i dont mean that in the girls sense of getting hurt easy but with whatever i do i try to stay as openly myself as possible so in the future no front would have to be put on for it.
people judge people ; so why not get judged on who you truely are in every situation and in every encounter with someone, atleast you cant get mad at them for not getting to know you kus they didnt but still your just yourself and with that in mind, you'll be good & get along with anyone in life that you meet.

what NOT to do

i havent had many experiences with bad things with barely anything in life ; im good with that, but i have noticed people who have been through stuff and thru them i learn things.
and one thing i will take with me to my grave is to never expect anything from anyone ; if you just do that then you'll never have to be dissapointed ;)
another thing is never rely on any one for anything, that gives people a sense of power of you & people will take advantage of that to the fullest extent, rely on you & no one else to get things done that you want done. its like your giving someone the chance to fuck you over and then in a sense you get mad when they fuck up because they didnt do it how they were suppose to lol
bbl ; im in school doin this bloggin ishh lmao

FINALLLLLYYYYY HEREEEEE !

FABOLOUS & DJ DRAMA PRESENT:THERE IS NO COMPETITION 2(the funeral service)

fabs finally back with his vol. 2 of the "no competition series" i fell in love with the first one, and after hearing some of the beats he went in on i think i love this one more(lol) all jokes aside though, i need to download it but im just to lazy. but he goes in on the "all the way turnt up" beat and MURKS it.
as well as the "popular demand" beat which is a personal favorite =D.

what happens to rappers after there "hype" ?

well..its an easy guess they either flop or get established. one person in particular that came out of his hype period established was[drum roll]........

DRAKE!

everybody remembers the "so far gone" era of 09...it all started with the song "ransom" feat. lil wayne. that was when people set out an ear for who drake really was, even before ransom he was hot but this is when his buzz started getting up. then after ransom he dropped his critically acclaimed mixtape titled "so far gone" with more hits on it then most albums (best i ever had, successful, uptown, houstatlantavegas..etc) and then out of nowhere everywhere you heard best i ever had was on the radio, on peoples myspace status's, on there ipods, myspace pages and everywhere along with successful. then a little after that he started featuring on everyones track and then sprouted into this established artist that has expectations that are never let down, which comes into this period of his career where fans are highly anticipating his album like the space jams before they came out.
i think his album wont let no fan down and will bring the regular greatness that drake always makes.

now moving into a artist that flopped in 09(drumroll...again)

GUCCI! MANE!

im sorry but this man is a flop...from his speech impediment to him never having a blanket(BUR!). i personally tried giving him a chance and downloaded a mixtape and gave it a listen, just to see what was the hype behind him with all the features and shit.
the only thing i came to like about gucci mane is that his phrases are catchy(GUCCI, BUR!!!!BUR!!!BUR!!!) other then that his work ethic is unrespectable because all he makes is trash music, not trap...TRASH!. his word play i really cant understand him thanks to speech impediment, it really confuses me alot. his album was anticipated by alot of people and guess what? it FLOPPED. even though i dont like the fact hes in jail due to a stupid probation violation, thats still not enough sympathy for me to like him.