9.22.2009

whats the point?

usually when u meet some1...you have these expectations and high hopes that it goes good for the 2 of use..right?. everything goes good..no arguements...hangin out every now n then txtin all the time. sounds pretty normal im guessing..normal as in between any 2 teens its liek tht. during the 2 use start to get feelings for each other. and then both ppl are happier then ever. but then after time passes use end up disagreeing on this n that...time after time use get annoyed with one another then some how its always the dumbest reasons that make 2 gr8 compatible ppl stop tlking. then use stop tlkking. use go to the same skool & see each other pretty often. now tht use got into a arguement & dnt tlk to each other js makes u think wats the hole point of even getting to no some1 in tht typah way of gettin feelings. i meen either way its coming to an end...so why waste time asking for their name...asking kinda personal things, asking her for the number. its almost like the biggest waste of time & good way to keep u off track. then after every stupid little involvment with some 1 i, i meen you get this idea how she played games & etc etc(lol). use didnt work out & cuple 1s before this 1 didnt either.
so whats to say this ones guna work out and not turn out like the others did? is this considered lookin for the "1" goin thru all these ppl and getting nothing but negative reactions at the end & in some cases loosin a good friend.
but no praise the lord & keep hope alive kus person after person will tell u, "u'll find the right one." "js keep looking"
some ppl dnt tlk to 1 at a time...some'll go to the extent of 3 & 4 prolly even more..nothin bad about it i had it goin liek tht for a lil myself. bad idea to try tho.but then theres times where some actually do work out...those tend to be the long term or kinda long term...but have u noticed how much the stress 1 of the ppl go thru? how much b.s tht no1 rely cares bout they put on there status "had a bad day, crying now" then there moods are the date the got together wit a sad face. theres nothing i can do but literally smirk and shake my head. and still they claim its love & how love is pain and all this other b.s. but u kall love arguement after arguement taking him or here back after they done cheated once already?
i dnt think its love...i think its js scared to move on. kinda like ur stuck with what you got type thing.
but still in the end the 2 of you will come to an end...nothing is forever. but i cant blame some1 for doing it js for the meantime...you go ahead & get hurt cry ur nights away ima laugh at fat ppl tryna fit into bathroom doorways without grease.
sometimes it weirds me out how complete strangers can become so klose. its weird but with almost every1 dating is how it happens. how this prsn js 4 or 5 months ago knows so much about yu & everything. and knowing them things can hurt you....arguements uses them in it & bang fucks ur hole nite up. idk maybe im going bitter off my own singleness & how i cant find som1 or im completely right & "seen the light" as the underground railroad would say.

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