you cant wana make everyone happy, sometimes you have to side with everything else and mainly focus on one thing..you. every parent wants there kid to go to college...even if the reality of them not wanting it, parents are still hopeful. i kant say i wana go to college...kus i dont. i kant say college is for me...bkus it isnt. i dont have some big goal in life to make fat pockets and live a pre-planned life. even tho thats what ive been fronting on doing. i at this point dont see myself in college, i just say it so everyone would get off my shoulders. but you kant run from your problems forever, an im not going to. yes, i'd like to change around and go to college...but this is me, an me doesnt see college. most kids by now have everything planned out, what college they want, some even wat career they want. but i dont...i just have a whole lot of faith in god and a imagination. and with that faith only thing i kan hope with it is that i end up somewhere, doing something i enjoy at tht point in my life.
its so much pressure to do good on test scores so the school, and everyone looks good. so the teachers dont get there jobs taken away an all tht. im tired of tests defining my mental capacity, so studying nor skool are my strengths...all the sudden that makes someone stupid.?...but yet with all my failing grades i still manage to have intellectual conversations with alot of ppl. im not book smart, nor am i common sense smart at times, but i am me-smart. im somewhere that i assure myself im not dumb bkus i dont have high-set goals for myself like everyone else does.
dear world, i'll come back later, i gota go save the world a little bit more, til next time...c'ya later
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