being thankful

so pretty much what im gunna get into is being thankful. i recently started being thankful for what i had & didnt really care about what i wanted. so i pretty much am/ still needa tell the ppl in my life that im happy there in it. i had some1 say it to me & it make u feel really appreciated for being a human & makes u a lil kloser with the friend because u develope having more love for them

whats really sad is when i was dead serious & told my mom im happy that she did everything for me & thanked her for giving me life.
she seriusly stood up and looked at my & smelled my breathe to make sure i wasnt high because i had came home from being with friends and told her to sit down at t kitchen table where me & her usually discuss stuff at.

and i told her she jus did that & i said no mom seriouslyy im happy for everything thank you.
she kame up to me & gave me a hug =].

it was a really good feeling for me letting her no because me & my mom dont get along at the greatest level of mother & son so i guess it was kinda weirdd.

but now i jus feel like i kan tell her more stuff & get to trust her with my problems

idk why but ive been seeing the world from a little bit of a different perspective & im glad that i had this wake up kall as i kinda kall it.

it made me more alert of people that were in my life & shouldnt b there & it made me more aware of the ppl that shud & deserve to b in my life.

its nvr bad to let someone know how u feel & what kinda problem it is or solution it is.

im still a little arrogant on my personality & every day basis & still joke around but i guess im a little more okay with things.

this doesnt go for me being okay wit gays...because thats something i disagree on.

but again thats my opinion

but as far as people take people so can lies

& i meen that as the little saying goes "rosa sat so martin kud walk, martin walked so obama cud run" thats what i meen by ppl take ppl.

but a lie can go a more negative part where as u say this this person tells this person, n then a lie gets bigger then what it originally wass & then this big fuss over something really little creates & there u go a fight over that.

this all relates to jus being a little more positive kuz its beneficial to everything in your surroundings.

now most people are close minded & not open for new things & thnx okay, its there life there live it how they wana liv it

but as for others being a little more positive will help...now its not a overnight thing but i can gurantee you that good things come to those who wait.

signing off/