black hole & nvr komming bakk

okkk yess its truu..i lost my v card & i loved it.

mistake?
yes.

but in a world like this we trip over each other to make mistakes.

so i did nothing wrong

i dissapointed some ppl & im not sorry

im satisfied with my self

but getting to the point:

after loosing the v card ive had som other sexual encounters & no nott wit fukin dudes for the simple minded dick heads reeding.

but with a girl & i nvr rely thought like a typical "guy" kuz i nvr lost my v card.

but the wayy we think..well the way i do idk bout others

for me since i lost it, its like this sensation to fuk every second & why we r such pigs to gurls with dime ass bodies & quarter faces is because ur sexy

& when a guy calls u sexy its not a big urge...but hes basically saying id fuk u

thats wat sexy is& i nvr say sexy kuz idk a person that well im not guna spill my personal shit out liek i am now lol

but wen we c a nice ass or titties its like a rush of adrenaline kinda...not getting a erection & not getting horny either.

but more of a like "dam...yo id fuk the shit outa her u dont understand" & we sayy that to r boys.

kuz when ur in bed with a fine chik...evrything is perfectt

as for me i kan kontrol my urges

im not a pig & if i were to get into a relationship sex rely wud b the last thing on my mind

as much as i mis it, i still miss the feeling of havin some 1 there