i wass sittin round the wayy on my manss porchh, jus talkinn. then corner of my eye i caught your pink shirt. i didnt think muchh..just walkin on a averagee dayy. then wen i sayy you pull up near is house across the street i hada take a better glimpse. but i didnt wana seem to foward, then i seem your face & thot to myself "damn..." i didnt meen that thought of you in a manor of having sex. but more in a sense of tht what ever man you were with or have been with were stupid enuf to let it go. confidencee has always layed within me at a high stand point. but when i seen you its almost like i js wanted to know what you were thinking wen we connection with are eyes. idk wat to of thought...i hope it was good tho.i wanted to go over and say something. but before i realized wat i was staring at you were halfwayy up the blok. dam is all i cud think to myself. then for the rest of the day i just thot how gr8 of a person you were tht matched with tht amazing beautyy. how much i cud show you on love that you would never wana feel neglected or a pint of depressed. idk what it was...maybe your goldishh hair with those short bangss. or the amazing caramel skin you had on. or maybe it was just my imagination. idk. but what i did no is you caught my attention and had me hooked. after tht day almost everydayy i hoped to js see you again. days..weeks went by. your still surfacing my mind somehow. but then the day afterr i finally js went baq to normal i see you at the mall. laughing with ur girlfrens. i was walking up and did my usual look around. the out the same corner of my eye i seen you..again. but this time you had a smile on. instantaneously i looked away... i didnt wana show any kind of interest maybe i wud have been played a fool in front of yur friends. idk. i minded my own business and kept walkingg. but that day i was js interested in seeing you for a second time, i thot that was my last chance. i giggled to myself after that thought. because here i am portaying myself in others eyes as a bold human being. but inside like a little kid on his secret crush. nxt time we pass by...i see you again. this time i cudnt help but staree. and surprise suprise you smiled at me. i returned it. and went on with my day. i later sat down and rely didnt have much on my mind but tht picture perfect moment of your smile...it realy made my dayy. i cudnt stop thinking about you..not on a stalkers level. but i js cudnt stop thinking of how perfect we would be for each other. i imagined me meeting your mother. meeting everyone of your loved ones. hah, stupid me. caught myself day dreaming again. i js cudnt get over the fact that even tho theres alot of women out there..you had a effect on me that i just cudnt get over. just by the smile you gave me. it was so much that i didnt even ask for. again..i continued to day dream...damn. i even thot of a little family we could have..yea..i no its pretty foolish of me to think such a thing. but yet again..i just cudnt pass it up as i do to other females. you..just perfection...maybe not to others. but in my eyes you met exactly that. yur curves, yur face, everything. it was so perfect. not many others words cud describe it. back at it again, you had me hooked. now this time weeks went by again. idk y that nite i had to go get some doritos at the corner store at 11:34 pm. i was hungry. i still didnt pay no mind to you as i did before days of this one. so i slipped my slips on & on i went. walked out of my apartment up the street. stopped at the stop sign becus a car had past. then as i walk between the white lines my foot hits the curb then a cuple more steps. i took my fitted and just relaxed it on my head backwards. then i hit the 3rd step and just as i go for the 4rth i noticed the door slid open. so i moved to my right as i stepped up to the nxt step. then i look to see who open then door. i paused..i noticed ur bangs grew. i took a deeper look into yur eyes as u did to mine. my mom fell a little bit...i studdardd..said hi..then giggled and bacause of wat i saidd..then i noticed you laughed 2. not much..but a giggle. so i introduced my self. shook your hand. then you told me your name yur girlfrens were screaming "hurry the fuk up" so then i laughed again and said you better go. then chuckled. then you slapped my shoulder & also laughed. as i was still at disbeleif at wat happend, some how i managed to ask you do you have a number. not knowing your reaction you said yes.i said would you like to do something maybe this weekend. you replied sure. then we exchanged numbers..still with your girlfrens yelling we said bye. and i went on my way and so did you.
to be continuedd......
yes..thiss wass actually a dream tht happend to me. weirdest thing i no. but i had it still in mind so i thot i'd put it up on here.
part 2 will be up very shortly in the future :)
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