what does it take to make you happy

i always wondered since everyone isnt the same what makes me happy can make someone angry and vice versa. but wit the world how it does with highlighter pants on dudes wich even to me is a little over the top. just alotta other shit teens have to go thru. im still young and "love" isnt rely in my happy list. you got the bullshit obligations tht you feel you have to tell them where your going and etc and if u dnt the guiltyy sets in, well on me it doess. i've noticed so many times things we want but kant get to and e get kinda annoyed bkus we cant get it ; but yet we have alot more then others what happend if we just got satisfied wit w.e we have. i guess thts the key to happiness..not wanting me then what you have. meening in a sense of your perfectlyu fine with where your at in your life, nothing is unbalanced. you dont want something more then this or that. but we all have tht & still seems to obtain impossible status. kus the conclusion we'll never b happy. whoever we date ; we'll always have doubts tht we kan do better and want more. then we complain like this is bad or this without even telling are significant other are truee feelings.
"happiness is a process" as my faggel ass elementary councelor said..but i still dont get wtf he means by that. sure i've had moments where im at peace with myself..sometimes days & weeks on in. not all the time tho. but the times we feel high of are selves & just so compfortable and regular are the times we are happy. and idk about others but to me im happy over the littlest of things lol. as weird as it sounds but thts where the quote "little things mean more then bigger things" plays its role& idk if i worded the quote correctly, but bare with me.
like i remember wen i was lil but younger my mom use to come out at the randomest time & say you want some burger king and for some reason i use to always get hype as fuk lol then wen i'd get it eat it i'd js be relaxedd and all tht good shit. & not even frontin i still gt happy as fk' wen my mom asks me lol. not kus i dnt eat burger king on a regular basis kus i do [1-3 times a week] but just bkuss me like wen random things tht i lik catch m off guard & they come at me i js get soo ovr excited for some reason on the inside lol but i dnt show it kus its classfied as kid shit.
this shit was not proof read or anythinggg so xcusee the fuck upss