quick post : what does it mean to really miss someone?

- it really means you miss something tht compforted you to the point where its constantly on your mind & ur body & mind is just wanting it.

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- note; this is js venting thoughts, but its an interesting one, so i js felt the need to get it off: so i kinda sas to myself after my last posts i wudnt be doing this anymore. but in tact with tht thoughts starting bursting the scene, and one in particular js made me vent & thats guna be this post

so basically it was how dudes & i can cosign kus it happend a cuple tiems in the past.
guys will do everything to get the girl tht there interested, bkus 1 of 2 reasons there sincerely interested or they js wanna boost their ego with saying "yea i use 2 tlk to her". but we'll strive so much to get tht female and do all this stuff we sorta dont normally do & spend time with them & etc.
but then once we get them..how do we keep them?
i no alot of relationships are js 2 ppl having sex, having feelings for eachother & sharing tht something "special". and ovrtime they get to see the real youi & start to fall deep.
but once they get the tht compfort point where they dnt miss you like they use 2 and etc wat happens? do u js keep going on and being yourself?
or do you js start the argueing part of the relationship then the break ups happen?
being in a relationship is a artform in a sense, you have to keep tht interest tht you had at first kiss, at first bonding moment use shared. the first time you stared into each others and wondered what they were thinkin bout hopin wit was the same as yurs, but knowing females they prolly point out a flaw on ur face in thier head lol
but my point is you have to work on keeping someone happy, theres tht weird saying dont get to compfortable b4 the rug slips under your feet and yull slip n fall.
meaning constantly remind them how beautiful they r, not everyday thing...but at the random moments & hav a meening behind..kus its gives females js tht feeliing like there hearts sinking. & make sure you have eye contact.
every now and then tell them you knew they were the 1 u wanted to be with & remind them tht they still meen something to you
dnt get to compfortable to the point where u dnt show attention like u use 2, suck ur pride up & js show her tht she rely has somethin special you see in her & not in another female
females usually suck up their pride so much. we dudes dont notice it....but the difference in a break up is the key to it.
you ask a guy does he wana break up, either 1 of a cuple answers comes up; "it dont even matter any more" "i dont want to, but it seems like its best" or worded differentlyy but it doesnt show much care from the guys part kus his prides in the way
but a female, totall opposite. they always wana try andwork things out & they take their pride in kus alot of the time wen they do tht they get denied and break up.
thts y females are so heartbroken, they let it all out and get nothing baqq. but baq on topic tht was the example i was saying....in relationships females go so much further then guys. they do the littlest things to light up a smile on are face & its taking me to type this up to realize tht the nxt female i involve myself with shud getthis kind've treatment, but only if it shows tht typeof connection.
no girl deserves a someone tht shows no care, especially at the times girls wish we cared the most we dont even care in the leastt.
tht goes wit the hole xample of them getting heartbroken bkus some females tht are sincere put alot into the relationship js hoping they get baq just half of wat they put in. but yet still tht seems to become a failure to most.
alot of guys tlk to sidelines while being in a COMMITED RELATOINSHIP. wich i dnt understand y...i use to get involved in the summer wit multiple chicks at once but slowd down since, but nvr on a gf.
im not the greatest prsn on earth, but js the way shitgoes down in relationships isnt how its suppose 2.
for instance in my last relationship i wasnt the greatest role-model boyfriend...but i didnt rely try. i said things tht were pretty ignorant & when i thot about it, it wasnt something i cud see the prsn i no saying. i had so much pride tht i didnt care about any kinda outcome from me n her & truth is i didnt.
it was relly 70/30 bkus i didnt put tht much into like she did & i realize it wasnt right for her to be such a nice prsn & give all tht to me when i cudnt giv it baq. so we tlkd & it ended on a goodnote
but reason for writing tht was it was a mistake i admit to & for the female i get into something with she has an advantage ovr my ex, & tht is a mistake tht was a lesson taught & learned.

awhilee sincee

been a little over 2 months, my computers down so my fault for no posts -_-. with alot of shit going down, to my recent breakup and school and the whole pressure to do good for the future is a load of thoughts.
but i'll update some more, who wouldve ever thought skool computers let you get on this site =D

whats the point?

usually when u meet some1...you have these expectations and high hopes that it goes good for the 2 of use..right?. everything goes good..no arguements...hangin out every now n then txtin all the time. sounds pretty normal im guessing..normal as in between any 2 teens its liek tht. during the 2 use start to get feelings for each other. and then both ppl are happier then ever. but then after time passes use end up disagreeing on this n that...time after time use get annoyed with one another then some how its always the dumbest reasons that make 2 gr8 compatible ppl stop tlking. then use stop tlkking. use go to the same skool & see each other pretty often. now tht use got into a arguement & dnt tlk to each other js makes u think wats the hole point of even getting to no some1 in tht typah way of gettin feelings. i meen either way its coming to an end...so why waste time asking for their name...asking kinda personal things, asking her for the number. its almost like the biggest waste of time & good way to keep u off track. then after every stupid little involvment with some 1 i, i meen you get this idea how she played games & etc etc(lol). use didnt work out & cuple 1s before this 1 didnt either.
so whats to say this ones guna work out and not turn out like the others did? is this considered lookin for the "1" goin thru all these ppl and getting nothing but negative reactions at the end & in some cases loosin a good friend.
but no praise the lord & keep hope alive kus person after person will tell u, "u'll find the right one." "js keep looking"
some ppl dnt tlk to 1 at a time...some'll go to the extent of 3 & 4 prolly even more..nothin bad about it i had it goin liek tht for a lil myself. bad idea to try tho.but then theres times where some actually do work out...those tend to be the long term or kinda long term...but have u noticed how much the stress 1 of the ppl go thru? how much b.s tht no1 rely cares bout they put on there status "had a bad day, crying now" then there moods are the date the got together wit a sad face. theres nothing i can do but literally smirk and shake my head. and still they claim its love & how love is pain and all this other b.s. but u kall love arguement after arguement taking him or here back after they done cheated once already?
i dnt think its love...i think its js scared to move on. kinda like ur stuck with what you got type thing.
but still in the end the 2 of you will come to an end...nothing is forever. but i cant blame some1 for doing it js for the meantime...you go ahead & get hurt cry ur nights away ima laugh at fat ppl tryna fit into bathroom doorways without grease.
sometimes it weirds me out how complete strangers can become so klose. its weird but with almost every1 dating is how it happens. how this prsn js 4 or 5 months ago knows so much about yu & everything. and knowing them things can hurt you....arguements uses them in it & bang fucks ur hole nite up. idk maybe im going bitter off my own singleness & how i cant find som1 or im completely right & "seen the light" as the underground railroad would say.

its a hate crime buddy

i watched the video & thought how easy tht cud happen to me...i say tht bkus i date girls tht arent white...i dnt wana white gf or ne thing. so wit tht all said and done its js fucked up how they beat him for dating a blak gurl. i meen in this world skin shudnt matter it shud all be wats inside. now if you noe me you may be saying something along the line of gay ppl & how im against faggots dating one another, yes i am. but i'd nvr go no where near as to walk up to som1 and disrespect them as a prsn tht did nothing to me. now again u may thing wow hes bein pretty hypocritical kus still ur against gay guys. again right..i am against in...but its not like the KKK to black ppl against...its in my surrounding its around me at skool as well as many other teens. im against it meening i dnt have a problem its js a view i have on it.
js like some are against skinny jeens & say shit about it..i havent gotten fully disrespectd js ppl ask me alot "idk how you do it" & dumb shit
but beating someones a lil over the top...especially wen they did nothing to you. let ppl live their life as they please. example my views on gays, im not guna walk up to a gay & str8 bash him wit wat i think...or wen one comes around im not guna speek under my breathe. i js think it isnt right, thats all.
ppl shud have the same view, let ppl be & liv their life...kus obviously these dont have nothing better to do.
i'm being rely stereotypical but the guys tht beat him probably flunk in skool, do drugs, etc etc so therefore they have a "hood" mentality...wich is fucked up wen you do this.
ppl js needa grow up.

welcome to one of my nites...

you may hate me for this, or not..but my chest has to get cleared some how..i hope you understand.
2:47 was the time..i was txtin my fren nina then on the side corner i seen js ur name...i alredy had a thot on what the text was guna say..as much i wanted to ignore w.e you said for some reason i cudnt. so i send it, go reed what you said, you wrote "hey, its been like forever...sup :)?" i js shook my head in disbeleif tht at skool u pass me 30 times a day & still say nothing. but tht didnt matter, i knew what u wanted js wanted to c wen u'd say it. so i replied "nothin much, bored hbu?"..after i sent i continued to sit on my bed in disbelief kus i knew wat u wanted & yet still i was guna giv it to you. u then replid cuple minnutes later saying "o ok kool...do u wana hangout?" right then...my eyes js sink right to the bottom of my face like i found out you cheated on me or something. and me, being the dumbass i am said "o yea das kool...wen u commin thru?". u didnt say what we were doing or anything..kus i alredy know what u wanted..so w.e i got redy took my fone off the charger put clothes on and stood outside waiting..luckily you knew my parents werent guna be home for awhile..so you knew it was ok if i left. so as im waiting im still txting my frend...then u pull up. i stand up still my head half sobered from the thoughts of wht was guna happen in the nxt 20 minutes made me seem like i was tired. i get in...you greeted with a smile & said "i missed you" i went baq to my fone as if i didnt hear you..but i did i js didnt miss wat u wanted from me & wat i was getting. so we take off...hit the roadd go on the way to ur house
we pull up i alredy knew were i was expected to walk..ur basement..im thinkin to myself "i shuda nvr wore these shoes to walk in this wet grassy as mud field" tht was ur backyard. i open the door to ur basement reel light kus knew ur mom was asleep on the sofa right on top of us..but still tht didnt seem to bother you wen you talked all loud. so i walked to ur sofa tht was "L" shaped sat in the corner part tht reclined and i reclined myself kus it was my way of "getting air" inside...my arms were reel weak..i was so light headed i cud barely reply to any txt msg i got...i threw my hand behind my head as if i didnt care wat was happening wen in reality the xact opposite was the lurking truth.then u sat nxt to me crossed one foot ovr another and leaned ur head towards the side..since mines was reclinded there was tht little space tht u looked at me with...i tried making no eye contact kus i rely had a thing for you, i js nvr told you...i meen hey, im a guy & wen a gurl hits a guy up for the 101 special were suppose to take it & go wit the flow....right?
well thats what i thot 2...then since my body was almost leveled on the chair nxt to you u kicked ur left leg ovr me & got right on top...then u leaned in and started kising my cheeq my forehead then my neq...wich later i'd end up seein as a hickie...but it didnt matter...i was thinkin to myself "you say you a "in the moment" typah guy, well heres in the moment" then i didnt no wat kame and drove me to do all tht...it was like a 3 yeer sexual frustration tht some1 had...i js punced up & started kissin you...then i hugged you right at the border of yur ass & hip...picked you up & layed you where you sat b4 u got on top of mee...there i was kissing on ur neq & taking my tonguee all around ur upper bodyy...luckily it wasnt nasty kus u seemed to like it..then i lightlyy nibbled on ur neqq worked my way baq up to ur cheeq then ur lips..i bit the bottom 1 lightlyy..then in xchange to tht yu played with my lip ring with yur tongue as mines was gentlyy grayzing the top of urs. as that was happening for a cuple minutes...you were whispering like you had something to hide from som1 "take yur shirt off" i did so...threw it on the floor between the coffee table & us. my jeens were sagged and i struggled to get my beeter off since it was tucked in..but i eventually managed..then after it was taken off my underwear were flarrey ovr the top on my pants...then i went baq to where i was...then i also told you to take ur shirt off..u did it quickly threw it on the upper right side of mines...i noticed you had a pink bra on..i cudnt help my to take a cuple seconds & glance at wat was in fornt of me...but then i went baq to ur lips kissed my way down to those huge bee stings..kissed both one time..left to right then worked my wayy down from the center of ur body..followed to ur belly button...i licked around it a few times..then reversed baw up wat i js did...then wen baq time...as i past ur belly button..i took ur sweat pants folded it down 1 and licked the hole way across slowlyy..cus neither of us were in a rush.then i looked baq up at you..no words..js looking and it was like you red my mind u kicked yur feet and slid yur pants down then kicked ur feet baq under my bodyy..there was much light in the room..xcept for the corner where yur washer & dryer was. so for me it was hard to see...but hey, i managed.then i noticed you had a pink panties on tht made ur thighs looke bigger then usualy..but these were kleer with flower like designs on them...still i payed no mind as i told u to left ur baq up..then i pulled down from there as my hands were cornered wit the top of ur but.i pulled the baq part down half way..wich made the front go down a little more i left it there where it was at the baq..took the inner part of ur thighs where the pantie was i pulled it down..kissed both sides so slow & gentle tht ur body began to shake. i knew wat i was doing was feeling lik heaven on earth to you..i pulled even lower and got to the tip of it..i didnt wana go righht in so my tongue only peaked ovr with a liq 3 or 4 times after that i then decided to pull it off of you...u lifted ur legs then rested them on my upper shoulders for a cuple seconds as i nudged to pull them off you..after ur panties finally got to js on each quad it was like my mind had matrixed everything..i slowly pulled them up..then leaned my head baq bku ur feet were equivalent with my ears...they then finally came off...i threw it right behind me...then i proceeded with my head on the way down yur legs enclosed nxt to my ears as if it were human ear mufs...i again kissed the inner thighs...1 kiss by another on each side i got closer and closer..but i took my time..then finally i got to it..i took ur clip and js dazzled my tongue wwith it...ur body shook again..idk y i felt like i nvr been down here on you b4..knowing it was my 5th time you'd think i'd be use to it. but yet still i seemed nervous...may have not appeared to you..but inside i was js imagining the face my mom wud make if she kame home and i wasnt there. but still i played with it..it hang to left a little i remember tht significantly about you. i still played with it..i then got bored after 20 minutes with just my tonguee 15 on those 20 i cud feel you hands smushing my head & pushing me into you more and more. i got up and said hold on...i went to the freezer grabed a ice cubee came baqq ur leg was then kicked up on the top of the sofa..i went baq in wit the ice cube in my mouth slowly i poked it out half way of my mouth and lightly touched around the hole it where u still cud see lighhtskinn of ur complexion...ur body then shook even more i looked up to c if it was ok see ur face half wayy re arranged eyes closed seemed like it was a living dream..i then continued until the ice cube was then left to nothing but water on ur cushions...my lips still hypothermic kus it was cold. then u told me lets go up stairs..i grabbed my stuff and followed u...as u krept up the stairs i crept half way slower...who wuda imagined ur mom waking up to a kid half naked following her almost naked daughter..but then we got up the stairs..turned the corner..then u tippy toed ran to the stairs..i stood baq bkus ur mom js turned and yawned...i cudnt beleive it was happening..then i js tippy toed my way to where you were..followed u up the stairs..walk str8 bkus ur room was there..since it was dark i thot u alredy were in there but no u wispered xactly other direction...ur moms room i then looked...said a lil joke u laughed then i walked...passing the bathroom...passing yur brothers room door tht led to ur attic. u open the door waited or me then locked it..i walk in cheq my fone a mised kall from my mom..i didnt even bother with it..js silenced & layed on the bed. u then took my belt loosened it..and my pants...my hands were rested on the baq of my head as if i were scarface & js had everything made. u pulled my zipper down..then boxers...as u slid it down ur tongue met the base of it...then as u pulled down ur tongue followed...man..tht rely killed me..in a good way.then as u pulled my pants down u then took both hands positioned on top of 1 another & stroked then cuple strokes u took ur tongue & played wit the top..tht brough chills to my spine...made my mouth open and my lower baq pop up. it was like you knew all the secrets to my body..and js teased me with it..who was i kidding...you knew every soft spot on me...then u continued to suck as if the lollipop had flavor & u were in a contest to suck it dry. then ur hair started getting in the way so i had no choice but as a thank you to hold it up. then after u were done i slippd my pants off told u to lay on yur bad...i then god on top...missionary minus the action..put my finger inside you...1....2...3...4 i pulled it baq out...i cudnt beleive how wet u were..my hand looked like i js got out of a swimming pool tht i'd been in for hours..dried up & crusted...it was tht bad...i was sitting there with a puzzled face. i thot to myself no need to open it up...so then i did the unthinkable...the reason ur txt came in...the reason u thot of me..the reason we were hre for...i slid it on in...then pulled baq out...my penis was starrrd at by both of us..bkus ur stuff was literally dripping off of it on the 1st half stroke. it didnt bother me...i slid it baq in..then again the 1st entire stroke the baq of ur head crumbld the pillow then i picked up speed within the nxt 5 minutes so the anticipation wud be threw the roof...i alredy knew u were from the ice...but wen i cut it off between strokes js to mess with you u got mad...i smiled and laughed a little cus it was funny...but then baq into action..were eventually picked baq up at last time u bit the bottom ur lip...most of the time ur eyes were closedd and u rested ur hands nxt to my side by my lower baq...u breathed pretty heavy..i thot i was dreaming with a angry bull in front of me bkus it was that bad. then after my 1st nut wiped it on the bed sheets slid it baq in & pickd it up again...cuple minutes into it u said "harder" right then and there i was alter egoed to soem freek i didnt even no livede within me...it was the weirdest experience of my life so far...but then wen tht was said & heard the muscle i use to stop my piss in action i then js turned it on i guess u can say..and just thrusted and stroked..and kept it going..then we switched to doggy...i knew u loved tht position..so we got into tht...as i started goin for some reason everything in my manhood was extra sensitive and i cud literally feel ur g-spot around the bottom of my penis..it was a little rough...i only felt it wen i stroked out then wen my head wud enter is wen i'd feel it..nvr wen i fully enterd the hole thing in...i noticed everytime the 2 met up ur body yet wud still shake...i grabbed ur lower thigh & went balistic...it felt like i wud nvr get this chance again...like i was angry at the world & js went all out then my 3rd nut came around..then was wen i entered the bathroom kus i needed a break...i remembered i didnt bring condoms..but tht didnt bother me. after i got done pissing u said u wanted the top...so i let you have it...we got back into it & after 4 strokes we connected & kept the rhythm for a good 20 minutes...it was rely annoying me kus the fart sounds was being made everytime you bounced on me...but i didnt let tht define anything...i let another 5 minutes pass by then i decided to go home..it was getting early and my mom alredy left 3 missed kalls.i checked...so as we got up you said to me "we gota do this more often" with a smile as if u liked wat we js did..i shrugged kus either wat it didnt matter...i was "gettin mines" and thts all tht matters to guys i guess. i then noticed how much nut u left on me of urs tht it leaked down to my ankle...both sides of my legs were covered..i asked for a towel u gave me the blanket...i said "wtf..im not tht ignorant now...ur mom sleeps wit this" u replied "its ok, ill js wash in b4 she wakes up" i js said "w.e" and continued to wipe myself off...placed my clothes baq on and waited for you...i then came & hugged you nd kissed u on the cheeq...u said tht was sweet of me.. i didnt say nothing..u asked wats wrong i js walked down stairs...u went to ur room to put clothes on....i whispered ill b in the basement. u said ok...i went down & waited for you..u came down 5 or 6 minutes later grabbed ur keys tht u left on the coffe table. then we opened the door went to ur car..got in..then u asked me why was i acting weird..i js said "fought with my mom earlier" as a lie kus ididnt wana explain my self...the hole way there was quiet..then we pull up to my house u kissed me and said "see you monday" i js said ok, as i got out u pulled away & made the circle around my parking lot then i watched as u went psat the treee...walking to my front door i js said to myself..."wow..im 17 and she doesnt care about me..nothing..she js wanted what she got." all this was said in my head..conscience talking. it was officially the 1st time i was used for js wat i got

its weird js being used for something..especially since that areas a personal space...u'd figure the person wud no u on a personal level...but she didnt even no my favorite color. js my name..fone numbere and a cuple other things.
i walked up stairs and noticed my mom wasnt home...no wonder she called from my dads cell fone...she musta thot i fell asleep...wich later wen i woke up said i did.

F.A.Q's

me & my fren dani were txttingg & i was lost on a blog topic, so i asked her she came up wit a FAQ.
she supplies the questions, ima answer them :)

1. Q:why do dudes take mad long to make it official?
A;well depending on the guy it'll vary, a guy tht tlks to a girl fer like 2 weex then dates for like a week n half needs more mental help to make a better decision. but as for others its because were not assured things'll work out. i meen as a guy ur not suppose 2 show much emotion so like wit tht in mind it js makes making a decision like tht 10x's harder. or if the guy is like me, he'll literally nvr ask you out...js lookin for some1 to be there. if i were you make sure you ask the guy early on in what he wants out of you 2, ull be surprised with his answer & he'll be in shock kus in his mind is the truth running but taking a lil while to reply hes lying. better to make things kleer, ppl gota noe these things lol.

2. Q: why do dudes get mad when you hug other guys or tlk to them? A:well if thts occuring hes a lil 2 jealous, js let him go. kus its alredy 2 much ovr a frendly hug to gt bitched at.

3. Q; why do dudes have codes for words tlkin about girls?
A; umm...thts actually a good question lol..usually its js regular guy tlk...doesnt have a specific meening unless a friend of the females around & they dnt want her to hear anything..other then tht its js how we tlk

4. Q; why do dudes always say nvr mind wen tlkin about a important subject?
A; another good one, basically one of 2 things...either the guy doesnt wana start a pointless arguement. or hes annoyed and doesnt feel like re-explaining himself so we'll say it to js move it if to us it isnt important.

5. Q; whats good with the word "jont" when a dude actually lieks tht gurl?
A; well jont is js another word wen guys is aroun each other to say about this or tht gurl. it usually is jus used to sound cool or js for the fuck of it. no matter wat the chik be..somrbody your feelin or js a fren or a pop off "jont" is js the word of choice.

6. Q; why do dudes think its okay to degrade a girl?
A; well depending on the situation, if shes js a nut up then we say it as shes low & only used for sex. or in my case where somethin happened then u js come at there neq & be disrespectful, if thts considered degrading, then js let me say females also make mistakes. even tho i dnt do it oftenly or barely ever, its ignorant but some deserve it.
plus its plain out funny.

7. Q; why do dudes sag their pants & still wear belts?
A; i kinda do tht...well since i wear skinny jeens i js like the tightnes on my legs & not near my dick n ishh. so i sag'em. saggin to most dudes makes the outfit look better & with a belt its js part of the outfit..plus in my opinion sagging is more compfortable then pullin them up.

8. Q; why do dudes grab there crotch like every 23.6 seconds?
A; lol umm rely awkward kinda thing to ask but i also do tht..its js a place to put ur hand....doesnt have a meening its js part of the "walk" lol i guess u can call it.

9. Q; why do dudes think they no girls like the back of their hand?
A; well in all honestyy yur moves are predictable..girls nowadaes are js different faces but same actions.

10. Q; why are dudes always tlkin sexual bout females celebrities around there gfs?
A; all in all honestyy i do tht..js bkus i lowkeyy have a crush on nikkin minaj & lauren london. i'd do undescribable things to'em lmao. but jokes aside its the truth & also a tease. thts all & for some guys js to annoy you =p

11. Q; why do dudes try to win an arguement when they cant?
A; thats a tuff cookie...only if u cheat or lie stupidly then the other is in the rong..or if its obvious then they wont argue...if they do there immature. or if they better have a good reason. lol but naa some ppl like arguements like myself only joking ones, kus there funny...but on a serius note it all depends on what its over.

12. Q; do guys really mean everything they say to gurls?
A; umm..usually in tht moment in time they rely do..girls are starting to grow out of the stage of the romance preaching on the 1st nite. so wen a dude says something usually there being sincere...kus he wudnt be there for the soul purpose of js havin sex & go thru hangin out together all those times to even sometimes meeting ur parents if he wasnt forril..but in the back of a guys mind idc who u r...havin sex with whoevr u tlk to is a thot tht came up. so ladies js no if ur tlkin to some1 its in are heads. but most guys nowadays calmed down & usually outa respect for you we wont bring it up, well i wont lol.& i no lot of others tht wont. plus also depends on what he says

13.Q; what do guys love most about the girl?
A; with everything concluded guys are diferent & love different things...but its mainly personalityy. but for instance if you have a pretty face tht to me is a huge boost rather then having huge boobs & a decent face wich may be another guys liking. or ass & tittties. it all boils down to personality and js on who u r. o'yea style counts big time also...depending on the kinda guy were tlkin about..last but not least guys love the sex, long as she isnt lazyy lol & yes we'll leave you if u got waqq pussy,so dnt be a victim.

14. Q; what do boys hate the most?
A; o damn...well the most is hard to sum up to...theres lists & lists. some guys will actually go for a dirty girl js bkus the feelings are sincere but some guys dnt wana try to get pussy they js want it, personally get a fuq buddy. but others have diff opinions.but guys hate rejection the most & prolly taking a long time to have sex..girls need to no tht some of the time u make guys wait isnt kool. its js cooch..doesnt make u dirty or slutty if u have sex. but the most thing i think i cud say every guy hates in a gurl is wen they send mix signals...even tho it doesnt make any hatred it js plays wit r heads & confuses us. others might say a cocky girl is the biggest turn off..idk diferent guys like different things. js be urself & yull find out whos good for you & whos not.

15. Q; what is the 1st thing dudes look at on a girl?
A; uumm...usually the guy looks at the face irst wen the gurl is in front of them...but then other times its from the shoes up. but wen were behind u, you know what were lookin at. lol

16. Q; why are dudes lazy wen it comes to doing things?
A; well depending on what it is...usually if were guna hangout well make a lie up & be lazy bout shit kus we aint feelin u like tht & we rely dnt kare.
but other times, we js dnt feel like it.

noticeddd

sooo me & a fren was cakinn it the other day, and she asked me outa the pitch blue sky "why do guys always feel threatened wen another guy tries to tlk to the gurl he likes, i meen im faithful wen im kinda involved with some1..but yet still seems that they dont ever beleive me"
and since it was so random i really cudnt come up with a solid answer..but then got the thinkinn process & came up with a solution.
guys get a gurl, and usuallyy they go for girls tht in there mind is out of their league and in a case where the guy gets the gurl...he ego kickss past the radar.
but still hes not 100% sure kus nobodies stupid...its pretty obvious if u gota bombb babe wita shitball. so he has 2nd thots like "maybe shes js usin me to fill the gap to not be singl and she didnt feel like tryin" orrrr hes the opposite...where he gets her then he changes.
starts dressing different to her liking etc etc. and then his self esteem gets raised but its not solidified kus dudes use to fuck-up shitball lookin babes.
so basically wen the dude gets the girl he goes to all cost to keep her.
try & fight every guy tht he sees as a threat evn js makin the gurl laugh will flip the switch, i've had it happen literally like 33 times smh
but hes nvr definet about you leaving him or not so he complains lowkeyy to you, i gota commend girls on stayin wit dudes like tht...kus i cant stand emotionally unstable ppl
but from a guys perspective wen i was younger i was the xact same way...not kus ima shit ball & i no im not uglyy..but js bkus the hole trust thing is hard.
females are exactlyy the same, i've messed with gurls tht werent ugly at all far away from it but yet still beleived i'd go behind there baq n lie in there face
wen it aint even like tht...js goes to show tht they dont bleive in there selves to make the right choice for who they wana mess with.

over-rated

its becoming to much to soon. im speaking on drake, his buzz is really outta this world. his "so far gone" mixtape went so far gone that now its releasing as a EP.
wich is really good for a rapper that didnt even release his first album. but most mixtapes die out within 3 months, so far gone got buzzed up so much in 3 months that it carried into this summer
now i remind you, im def. not anti drake. i got his latest mixtape. i deleted so far gon out of my sidekick because its just to over hyped. lol
but i mean im waiting for drake to slip, but im proud he didnt. on his "heartbreak drake pt.2" he released tracks like "the winner", "juice" & do it now along with many others.
none of them let me down...he stayed wit the same lyrical consistency from so far gone. when most rappers woulda flopped.
then recentlyy he released a old track but remade the lyrics & featured 2 extra ppl ; kanye west & eminem..still waynes on it with a remade verse thts rely shitty.
heres the song.:

its toughh..especially with all the potential. kanye & drake & em went reel hard. i was surprised with drakes lines.
kanye, its nothing new...hes been nastyy..personally the best verse on the track.
eminem was crazy with it. js kanyes made more sense to me.
waynes verse was so horrible..he thinks jus bkus he made so much good music tht he can fall back, he can..but this is 2 much. hes so waq on this track. lol

but back on drake, no album..already made a video with 2 really talented ppl ; jaime foxx feat the dream, drake, & kanye. then mary j. blige's song "one" wich on both song he killed i beleive.
wayne really gave drake a huge foundation really fast bkus ppl trust waynes word.
& he wasnt lyingg...drake had alot of room to fill & alot of expectations to live up to..i think he did everything reel gud.
but i js beleive ppl are blowing it up to fast so by his 1st album he'll be played out lol. & idc bout it but its surprising how rappers get played out nowadays...especially 50 cent. his careers already in the gutter...releasing "curtis" was a dumb move.

do i really "love you"?

in that time we were together, no doubt i wud have never qustioned my love for you bkus i new it was there. when i said "i love you" i truelly ment it in that moment and time that we both shared.
but now that we parted ways, i start to wonder...do i really love you?
i no most say i love you but im not in love with you.
but i love my mother & wen "i love you" is said from me to her, its an unconditional meaning type of love
i truely dont love you, bkus "i love you" is a forever thingg.
my mother always told me love for your family is different for your friends and lovers
but...is it really?
i mean wen i tell my mothr or my family i love you, i mean alot of care behind it
and it felt the same when i told you, just not as strong.
i didnt mean to hurt you, when i told you i dont love you anymore.
i just really thought about "us" and it wasnt love....but it was 2 ppl enjoying one anothers companyy.
it took me this far out of "us" being ended for me to say i dont love you.
it was all in the moment, i admit that. but yet whos isnt?
dont we all say it in the moment to the person we supposibly "love"
but then when the break up sets in we stop loving them.
how is that possible?
maybee its just the weed my dreams are smokingg. but i can nvr tell my mom i dont love her.
or maybe is the love different from yur mom to ur lover?
i dont view it differntlyy, if either died...i'd be in tears if we were together
so how do i really noe if i loved you?
some say "if you can xplain why you love someone, thn it isnt love"
but i can explain several reason why i love my mom..as sad as it is for a xample.
its truee...we all love are mothrs no matter what & pretty sure we wudnt leave are moms evn if they said i hate you & they aktually ment it.
ven if my mom walked out on me & didnt come home for 5 days i'd still forgive her.
but similar thing happend wit me & my ex where she didnt contact me bak for 3 days & i ended it.
so no, i didnt love her.
every ex-girl friend i've evre had i dont love.
loves a unconditional forevr type thing, so nxt time when you say..think b4 you speakk

sex.

i dnt get why so many ppl are against sex. when i say tht i mean like they hide from it in a sense. sex is literallyy the biggest thing in a teens life if you think about it. sometimes without us even recognizingg
girls with fat asses, you know whats running thru a guys mind, no need to say it. same goes for big ass tits.
girls take myspace picturess in panties and claim its the same as a bikini. well to guy his mind wen ur in a bikini is different then that picture in yur panties.
bkus at the pool were not constantlyy thinkin bout poundin the breaks off you.
but depending on how sexy of a posee & how good you look, we'll leave a dirty comment
alot of guys do it, when a guy comments your picture not saying nothing dirtyy, hes thinkin dirtyy. either "i'll fuck the shit outa you" or something else
ima guy, i do it alllll the time lol sounds real dogish of me, but your nvr guna meet a guy tht doesnt have sex floating his mindd & surprisinglyy its on are minds more then you gurls think about it. we'll say to are right hands like "damn, she bad" guys'll say it jus menes we think you look good. but naa, it menes we'll fuck the shit outaa you. i've done it countless times. its in are blood. some just hide it better then others. me? i'll prolly hide it the most out of any guyy. just because i respect the gurl enuf to not be a perve. but honestlyy..thts whats goin in are minds. as long as you look good and got a bomb bodyy, its in are mindss.
so every pic comment you get on a pic liek tht chances are guy thot about somethin nasty in his head. not saying it'll get him "happy" but if you said lets fuck he'd be the first to answerr. or if you update your status with somethin semi freakyy he'd be the 1 to write you. now theres nothing bad about it, girls just dont like guys tht come off like that str8 foward and chances are wont reply to the msg. and thats understandable. but hes lookin wit 1 thing in mind & you no wat it is.
im not the type tht'll barely know you & ask you to hit. thts not my flow. im not a disrespectful asshole. my mom raised me better, not sayin others dudes moms didnt but my mom tought me to only bring it out in the bedroom or where ever the sessions goin on at.
now for the girls idk how anything goes with you...idk whats in your head wen you see a guy. but i'll take a guess...actually no..i cant.
becausee i honestlyy cant evn think of what runs thru yur head. use are so conservative with your body language and actions that we just dont noe.
sex is just everywhere nowadaes, in the music..even the clothes. the shirts with xtra cleveage. you noe what they guy lookin at.
sex is like the modern day underground railroad..every1 noes its goin on and noes its happening. but no1s saying anything.
girls are so cautious wit who they have sex with. if they have a fuck buddy all of the sudden there judged as bein easyy. what if there not easyy they js dnt wana be dickless?
its definetlyy understandablee. i mene y go so long being lonelyy & nuffin. js get some1 who you can trust & no wont say anything. and simplyy has sex. when the 20s come in booty kalls will be frequentt..even in solidified relationships booty kalls will happen
all in the matter if you got the goods or not. but baq on cuddy buddying...just bekus you have sex with some1 thts not a lover does not make you a hoe. suckin a dick does not make you a hoe either.
i eat pussyy..nuffin bad aboutt it...i actually tend to love it...long as the smell aint there your good
now tht doesnt mene i'll eat anyone out. kus it isnt like tht.
to me, a girl who has sex wit a fuk buddy is just lookin for a good time. any body tht thinkx its other wise, well to me i think ur a lil to conservative. thts my opinion. nothin bad about bein like that. just sex is way blown out of proportion like its the forbidden sport. as long as you have a condom at hand, as the wise words of the great rick james "shes a superfreak, superfreak, shes superfreakyy yeaaa-ooowwww"

whyyy so seriuss?

at such a young age im experiencing & noticingg alot of females act the same
like yur bf or w.e tells you & its str8 taken to the heart. like we hurt your self esteem
like for instance, a guy dates a gurl. he one day tells her idc to something she was sayin. outta mid-air she likes well why do you have to be so rude. tht right there jus tells me they take it to the heart. jus bkus some1 says something your not use to hearing does not mean there intentions are bad to you
like ppl nowadaes ask for honestyy but the saying remains true, "you cant handle the truth" and really as much as we ask for it we hate hearingg it. unless your like me & have a kanye west "cant tell me nothin" type thing goin. kus if i dnt evenm giv a fuk wat my own mothr says, damn sure not guna giv a fuk about wat you sayy
but lik i guess it also hits home to alot of ppl bkus alot of the times the 2 agree on things. then all of the sudden you js say idc or idgaf it changes rele quik bkus obviouslyy since use are always agreeing there guna expect tht.
but they tell you str8 up what every1 wants..wich is honestyy
girls dnt no wat they want in guys at this age. guys are getting less and less relationship bkus everything is so confusing and beating around the bush is a habbit for many. i take a roll in tht. relationships js a big "?" to me. and other times honestyy does get out of handd.
but as a person you alredy noe not every1s guna like you so be prepared if a blunt asshole walks up to you in public & puts yorr nastyy lookin shoes on blastt.
chances are, hes bein ignorant kus there actually uglyy. many wud take offense to it. al tho theres other ways of doing it and saying it to some1.
and i hate the whole "your my friend, i'd expect this from some1 else..not you" tht typah saying in a situation when a fren tells you there honest opinion. and you get hurt by it.
or like when yur frens tell you to not mess with this prsn, listen to them. 9/10 times your frens are lookin out for yur best interest and in the long run are 100% right. you just dont wana hear it because you like the chase and you think that your so special that he'll change the player ways and end up wifein you.
but baq to realityy. NO. hes guna play you and as many times girls think there wifeyy they may even be sidelinnee more js not knowing it.
i on the otherr hand was str8 up with a prsnn but still beated around the bush. not perfect but eventually kame aroundd and for tht im not mad at myself for loose'in them.
thts why alot of blunt/honestt ppl are hatedd. bkus they voice there opinion on some1 and bang, what do you get. a stupid little petty fight bkus some1 was tlkin "shit" wen in reality your fighting them over wat they think of you.

i thot ppl were entitled to there own opninion?

drakee spooff lmfao;

drakess on funkmaster flex radioo showw & doesnt do to bad of a jobb.
but i stumbled acorss a parody of it wich has me dyinn
heres the original drake freestylee;
[pay close attention to his actions, words etc]

heres the parodyy with affion crocket;
lmao at the eyebrows & hair line, even the guy wit the shirt nxt to drake is the samee.

another drake parodyy i rolled by is a guy named alphacat wich did a hilarious ass parody of best i ever hadd.
so did affion crockett lmao. heres the original "best i ever had" video;

all im saynn is BOOOOBBSSSSSS ! lmao

heres the affion crockett parodyy "you a mess";

lmao againn at his hairlinee, then his wayne parody at the end had me ballin

heres the alphacat one, this 1 just overal funny as fk lmao

"i was on degrassy, hottest wheel chair performance" lmfao.

jay-z feat. rihanna & Ye "run this town" videoo revieww

im really pleasedd with how the video came out its been awhile since i seen any videos of this level.
really detailed with the songg in my opinion. but honestlyy i thot it cud've been better instead of a midevil timing it cuda been more of like a hurricane katrinaa type thing & so on from there
the beat is really good, nothing bad about it produced by kanye & no i.d i think.
has a kinda similar thing to D.O.A but im not complainin
the hook was good especially wit rihanna on there
but the main reason why i even watched the video is for kanye, i just wanted to hear how hard he went in on this one. since he doesnt do much music any more any feature i can listen to i'll take at first hand.
he didnt let me down in this song completelyy killed it, if he was only more consistent with his song making he'd easily be the best rapper. kus lyrically hes wayyy nicee lol
heres the video thoo;

bestt rapperr aliveee

now this is a really argueable topic but i resent saying waynes the best alive. bkus at the time i didnt rely think of other rappers. i js new wayne was the hottest in the industryy and he is, but i didnt take everything into consideration.
noww jay-z is the best rapper alive. from album consistency to lyrics to album sales to respect in the industryy to being the mentor of every new rapper and mentoring the industries greatest todayy ; kanye west, rihanna js to name a few. hes really respected within hip hop and is looked up to where many other rappers view each other as peers, jay-z isnt a peer. hes mad a big impact on hiphop and still continues to do soo. his name is always mentioned in top 5 best rappers to ever hit the mic & quite franklyy i dnt disagree. hes not my taste of music but i giv credit where its needed. i also cant disagree becaues his lyrics still remain at a consistent level. his album consistencyy is relyy on pointt came out in 96 with reasonalble doubt and has been having album sales tht many rappers dont reach. hes overal in my opinion the best out right now.
now lyrically the best to me is eminem.
but jay-z is overal the best out. point blank

has technologyy broken relations ?

i started to think about alot of things & like many ppl my age myspace, texting etc is js life..idk how else to put it but everything we do now we always have texting there in are pockets & purses. i no to me its truee because my sidekick is always at hand whether i be on myspace or txting im doing 1 of the other or sleeping. as im writing i think how was life before myspace & everything became what it is. gettin at some1 has become so much easier bkus behind are cell fones and computer screens we feel a sense of protection. and quality time with 2 ppl has gone outthe window thnx to txting bkus you txt so much you lose interest in 1 another so fast tht hanging out just becomes something tht doesnt matter. calling some1 back then was huge 2, now its not tht big bkus txting but kalling some1 is still in some what.
getting to noe som1 baq then took time but now txting and evrything makes getting to know some1 literally a 1 nite thing and its soo true bkus it happens to me all the time. you learn so much about a person so fast thnx to texting.
butt i dont blame txting for none of it because its the users tht make it so high priorityy in a sense that they wudnt do it in prsn. i dont tell some1 i literally just met i wana fuck them, even in person i wont just outa respect. but other ppl i tlk to have told me tht some ppl txt them and within 15 minutes of txting one another one prsn says something about fuckin the 1 thts txting them. but in prsn they wudnt even bring it up probablyy
all im saying is the internet and everything does at a 2nd thought or soo seem to get out of hand. i fell into it shit no fronts lol i always txt and myspace my dayss away. while im at the "mall" or anywhere im txting. i dnt speke of nastyy things unless its the other 1st. but i txt bkuss its somethin thts occupying my time and what not and i tend to txt interesting ppl. so it pays its selff off lol

the "twitter" epidemic

a little out of hand i have a twitter i made one and i dont even use it. just because its that fuckin pointless. its gotten so commercial so quicklyy CNN has 1 and 106 & park obviouslyy has one even mini-me from austin powers look alike jon mccain has one.
wtf does he have 1 for? he can barely lift his fuckin arm up
im justt sayingg i see ppls point on twitter like this 1 guy famous j where he explained how he use to hate it & his fren told him bout it and he was iffy but then wen u get good and interesting replies tht it starts getting good & what not.
but yet twitter to mee seems still a little stupid altho i can see where hes coming from
thers nothing much you can realy do on it its basically like myspace status's & the status comments..actually thts what it is. its just renamed as twitter.
idk ; i dont get the hype behind it. in my eyes it remains STUPID especially with all the communication out alreadyy..myspace & aim alone are a hassle then on top of that you got the ppl yur txting.im speaking from a cell fone point of view by the wayy. then twitter on top of it jus makes it 2 much

what does it take to make you happy

i always wondered since everyone isnt the same what makes me happy can make someone angry and vice versa. but wit the world how it does with highlighter pants on dudes wich even to me is a little over the top. just alotta other shit teens have to go thru. im still young and "love" isnt rely in my happy list. you got the bullshit obligations tht you feel you have to tell them where your going and etc and if u dnt the guiltyy sets in, well on me it doess. i've noticed so many times things we want but kant get to and e get kinda annoyed bkus we cant get it ; but yet we have alot more then others what happend if we just got satisfied wit w.e we have. i guess thts the key to happiness..not wanting me then what you have. meening in a sense of your perfectlyu fine with where your at in your life, nothing is unbalanced. you dont want something more then this or that. but we all have tht & still seems to obtain impossible status. kus the conclusion we'll never b happy. whoever we date ; we'll always have doubts tht we kan do better and want more. then we complain like this is bad or this without even telling are significant other are truee feelings.
"happiness is a process" as my faggel ass elementary councelor said..but i still dont get wtf he means by that. sure i've had moments where im at peace with myself..sometimes days & weeks on in. not all the time tho. but the times we feel high of are selves & just so compfortable and regular are the times we are happy. and idk about others but to me im happy over the littlest of things lol. as weird as it sounds but thts where the quote "little things mean more then bigger things" plays its role& idk if i worded the quote correctly, but bare with me.
like i remember wen i was lil but younger my mom use to come out at the randomest time & say you want some burger king and for some reason i use to always get hype as fuk lol then wen i'd get it eat it i'd js be relaxedd and all tht good shit. & not even frontin i still gt happy as fk' wen my mom asks me lol. not kus i dnt eat burger king on a regular basis kus i do [1-3 times a week] but just bkuss me like wen random things tht i lik catch m off guard & they come at me i js get soo ovr excited for some reason on the inside lol but i dnt show it kus its classfied as kid shit.
this shit was not proof read or anythinggg so xcusee the fuck upss

wtf i look like

im tired of meetin new ppl..mainly girls & still they spit the same shit as the last
like you brag all day on your myspace page & this and that but wen u finally get something thts actually real you end up everything you were against
tlkin bout how you dont play mind games this & that. but yet you always have an excuse to everything. not even good ones, they suck ass. stop bein little ass girls & man the fuck up. dead ass if any of you girls do this you deserve everything bad you got in a relationship, you deserve to get cheated, you deserve to get lied to.
its just like every gurls the same in a different disguise...i didnt beleive my mom when she told mee this..but as i meet more & more and start to reveal there true side i realize there not about shit they said they were.
im different this, i dont this, but yet WTF why are you acting like this
wen i said tht i ment a gurl says thru there words but yet her actions speak differently.
its at the point where i beleive actions & words are just waste of jaw muscle
bekus at the end of the day the dude is guna look at yur actions then anything else
you say yur down for me, well fuk it then show me
you say your not like every other chick tht fucked me over, pick ur head up & prove it
dnt worry about me, i'll play my role as i said i would. im stickin to my word...havent i so far?
chances i've given you & you apologize after apology & really make me think something cud come out from all this. but yet still i was wrong, i had it out for you..i doubted u bein like every1 else. but i cant belive tht anymore
then you wana compain to me why you've been single for so long & keep getting fucked with by every guy. well look you naive uncompetent dumbass change your ways & maye ull be percireved differently and walked up to by a proclaimed "good guy"
we all sin, so when you want some1 "good" plz be more specific then you tell me...i thot to myself shes rely this stupid.
you kan have fun & not argue with ne 1..then you dont want a liar...woahh all the sudden tht js drops every from ur site.
you've lied...idk to who but to me. said you wouldnt do tht & you go head and did
i told you where i stood between us...i told you it all, practically poured my hole soul to you, but yet since i do it to everyone it wasnt no biggie to me
unlike you im compfortable wit letting some1 no my opinion
but you no wats the most sad thing then everything anybodies ever done to me...yesterdae was my birthdayy & i didnt forget what you said. wen it hit 12 18 mother fuckin ppl kalled me...i was so happy..everybody tht kalled me dead ass it was heart flt to noe som1 cares about you like tht. but in the middle of it all from the 1st vibration you kame into my head...look at my fone 16 ppl at the same time. ur name wasnt included in there. at the time it didnt matter i was touched to noe tht many ppl were keeping me in mind & didnt forget. especially in a world like todayy
but yet still as the day went by u txt me at 10 o'clock tlkin bout my bad happy birthday sry im late. i ment what i said dnt ever tlk to me again..in 2 hole weekx nothin then out mid air u wana txt me like shits all good?
i told you no 2nd chances b4..unlike some ppl i stick to my word & stand by what i say
i didnt bother pickin up m house fone til the 4rth time u kalled it got so annoying just thinkin about you. nvr said this before but honestlyy you disgust me.
so i picked up...curious to noe wtf do u still want from me..then u gave me the bullshit slob story about how you thot about & how i make you happy
i hung up. told you i was done. i thot i'd eventually come around bkus the feelings were still there. but as i type i kan sayy there not. your a bitch you deserve to get hurt. i dont got no words for you

the point of this blog was me explaining what i said in the beggining then i displayed my own personal problem thts actually true btw to give you a example of what i ment
this wasnt proof read...so excuse me for spelling errors or moments tht didnt make sense..js go back & re-read them & try n comprehend.

understand the hypee

music music & more music is watt all ppl this age base everything on. whether it be to what your wearing or to what yur saying music is literally a word away from any teens convo with a peer.
the main ppl in the music as far as todayys generation is hands down the best out now wich is lil wayne. alot may disagree but more will agree then not.
waynes nothing new to the game, hes been out for 12+ years just wasnt rely on the map until carter 2. carter 1 rose ey brows but carter 2 rely put'em on the scene. from "fireman" to "hustlers muzik" to leather so soft waynes been DOMINATING evrything he touches. dont forget 1 of the biggest words in entertainment "bling bling" lol was creatd by waynee. idk a rapper tht didnt feature wayne on a traq
off the top i no these ppl had'em featured;
-young jeezy
-fabolous
-flo rida
-gorilla zoe
-jay-z
-drakee
-kanye west
the game
& soooo many others. ppl think hes complete trash & lyrically unstable. srry to tell you...but YUR WRONG. wayne is a lyrical beast. all those quotes of his lyrics on ppls myspaces & etc isnt bkus of the "hype" its because wayne was so hungryy to b the best & every song had a harder deliverance then the previous. constant mixtapes getting leaked & tracks. wayne kept shit commin..he didnt stop & isnt. YES. he dos recycle but thts okay..if u or i were a rapper we'd also recycle but word alot of shit differently. thts just wat wayne does. the man creates so much music tht theres a feature of him on a song tht you like..anybody likes. why?. just because his wordplay & flow is catchyy. "hes confident yes, bkus he walks in the studio knowin hes guna kill the track..but he asks himself how am i guna kill it"
when the man quoted tht lil wayne said it in the magazine i couldnt help but agree..he has several different deliveries but all sum into 1 point & thts killin it.
he got the rock thing goin wich prom queen i like alot
he has the regular autotune wich he beasts on
then you have the wayne tht everybody fell in love with..mixtape wayne
this is the "im goin in' feat. drake, the "yes' feat. pharrel. this is to just name a few
but wayne had many phases in his career..hes stil in the begining of it..i meen he only 26 wich for a rapper is pretty young. kanye's alredy 30 or 31. games like 34. so you see he has many more tracks to put out. hes beefin wit idk how many rappers..i honestly dont think anyody wants to beef with him...they noe he has the power the end there career. but also a rapper would wana beef with wayne to get there name up. i meen seriusly if your on youtube & you see "so & so makes diss track on lil wayne" yur tellin me it wont get krammed with views?
xactly it will, tht jus goes to show the magnitude & hype behind him.
i meen lets go bak to 08 the carter 3..a week b4 its due date it was leaked..xactly leaked 964,875 times. & thts alot
but yet he still managed to sell 1 mil. his first week..even with the album bein leaked standing in his wayy
hes respected thru so many ppl in the music bus & vice versa. i dnt see nothing wack about him like others say. say this guys better..but yet why arent i seeing the proof?
NO RAPPER IDC EVER IN HISTORY WILL BE AS CONSISTENT AS WAYNE. NO RAPPER I'VE EVER HEARD OF HAS BEEN FEATURED ON SO MANY OTHERS TRACKS AS MUCH AS WAYNE
i put tht in caps bkus its so true...name me a rapper thts consistent with hits like he is..& not yearlyy weeklyy. hes said to do 6-10 tracks a week. only some of his songs get leaked. the 1s he chooses...thts y he didnt go off on any tracks getting leaked but his album as you may remember him saying fuck all mixtape dj's.
my personal opinion hes a musical genius.
thts all left to say..remember this is my opinion some might agree & some may not..if you dont lik wayne dont tell me y u dnt like wayne unles i ask you..kz truely i like his craft. so yur opinions only guna change my thots about you. nothing else

kimboo lost it to craqq

i've seen this vid. awhile ago. i reconnected searching thru my favorites lol. but this 1 was like the 2nd or 3rd 1 so it was pretty long ago.
buttt its worthh a post and still a good laugh :)
hopefullyy you enjoy it as much as i use too;

out of the vaultt

this was made same day as the crocodile dundee on my page was...if you didnt see it i advise you do so.
but we basically kiqq shit off with are top 5 rappers now.

-i start
-colts middle
-thenn miltonn

& we js discuss the rappers

enjoyy :) [pause the song ------>]

rosaa acostaaa

aaahhhh. shes dominican 22 & gymnastics were done her hole life.
all i gota say is DAMN!

look in the mirror before out the windoww

so as im doing my daily reading on a cuple sitess, i come across a kindah love guru & in 1 of his post he had a special guest come along & speak on behalf of females & there complains as of no good guys.
she basically goes in on women saying women want this & that but what kinda shit do they bring to the table
& also how you gota be ready b.s, i dnt wana give away 2 much so just watch this clip & finally realize what guys like me try to sayy
btw- thank you for this clip lol. cudnt be worded any better :)

o'yeah pause my song ----->

o'yeah flyguys in the site of the guyy where this video was found, remember shes a guest
his sites flyguychronicles.com. reel good advice on relationships & he speaks on EVERYYTHING. take sometime out & read his stuff...gurantee you'll learn something new.

back to regularly scheduled programming :)

Are There No Good Men? from The Fly Guy on Vimeo.

donnie lewinskii ahaa ^_^

yyyyyeaaaupppp, you got it right. nikki minaj. lowkeyyy crushinn ahaa. naa but shitt shes the definitionn of bad in a dudes index...well minee.
- bombb juicyy lips
- tigobitties ^_^
-thickk thighs
-pretty ass facee
alwayss got her hairr bombb as fkk
-her dress game to mee is onn pointt
- shess a publically known freak, but provides no smuttishh proof meens shes a freek but not dirtyy
-assss gameeeee lol
& illyy minillyy ass voicee
- & on top of all tht she can spitt for a fem.
watched a cuple interviewss & as a female im diggin her outlook on alot of things. the wayy she views alot of thinggss is js on pointt. she def dnt seem boringg. & if i wass a lil bit older...ima leve it there lol. but shitt shes perfect on how i like my females lol. freakyyy but not smutty. actualy all dudes like it like tht.
& as alot of use noee alot of females are portrayin after her for the "bad bitch' type thing & im not againstt it..some are accomplishingg it whilee others are looking stupidd.
gahh....i'd pound her sleeves off :) lmao
& im donee
-unoo

more minajj flickss thoo;

lauren londonn[future bby moms] & my wife[lol]

"how do i no" [topic request]

this post is by a frend of mine tht requested it, no need for names but they asked me to discuss guys tht seem so stuq up tht they just show no type of interest
well excuse me for being straight so im guna speak on guys to gurls or for the slow one, just exact opposite of wat she asked..gender wise lol
gurls alot are actually more selfconscious then guys..since alot of guys dont wear skin tite shirts there gut can slouch some. but gurls there alot different there self esteem can get knocked from normal to suicidal in seconds, depending on your choice of words
all tht being said the gurls tht are jus like sooo bomb wit the nicest body & etc. well they to have self esteem problems..maybe there boobs arent tht huge or there ass isnt as fat. or if they have boobs ass tits & face & style. they still have something to be self conscious about. because if they didnt & they had a thing for you i guess they would come up to you & just talk like a guy does to a gurl...ill get into tht a lil later in this. but they all hae imperfections.
some are easier to notice then others. girls what you need to start doing is taking ur imperfections & dont try & improve on them but yet take your strengths tht be w.e it is & work on those..but still learn to accept all ur flaws if you didnt yet
example: you have sex alot, some gurls dont like that for others girls to be doin while guys love it. but yu dont gota be ashamed of having sex..but yet rather get a fuk buddy & stay wit just ONE. use a condom everytime kus kids aint no joke.
or maybe ur a little over weight wit a gut..cool except it. & work on the things tht are good about you. if you jus take urself as u r you'll notice alot of ppl wont even care about w.e flaw you have & accept you for w.e you are..unless your KKK btw white power. lol.

but nxt is a dudes seeming so high..ughh..well since im a guy idk how me or any others come off in a females head. so i cant speak. but what runs thru most of are minds is if were guna get rejected or not. kus i meen u have some guys tht simply dont care & will tell a female dead up, to where you got others like me tht wont rely tell til we have a big show of interest from you to us..thts if were feelin you. but yet still theres some guys tht are just so shy they freeze up & those right there are your book nerds & skool band players. yea i no im bein stereotypical but thts not the point lol.
gurls if yur feelin a guy then let him noe.
but i get alot askin me for advice saying "well i do flirt with him & i still dont no if he likes me or not" & [o yeah, stop giving up so easily]
well 21st centuryy nowadaes flirting happens wit ppl tht work in ur fav. clothing store or random strangers or a klassmate w.e flirting isnt a strong enuf sign of interest. its a semi sign of interest..but it happens so much tht it send the guy or girl mixed vibes. so both are clueless on what to do.
i meen rely if we all simply js took the biggest step in any relationship & thts always the first 1. wich is telling "so & so" u like them or w.e then usually thts where u find out the answer & in most cases youll noe wen the person will give a poitive reply & if they do usually from there everythings easy.
if you rele like some1 tell them..simple as tht. who cares if u get made a fool...whats the worse tht person can say. "no..i wana stay frens". yea the feeling of rejection would suck but its not like you got caught having sex. its a little let down & you eventually get over it & can continue a good frenship.
so it doesnt matter how high or low the interest level is..we should all work on bein more blunt wit are feelings & see how far it gets us, as long as ur not ignorant assholes.
i meen shit who wudnt wana end up lookin like these 2..smile...huggin..match shirts & last but not least WHITE =D

fatee or js luckk

i wass sittin round the wayy on my manss porchh, jus talkinn. then corner of my eye i caught your pink shirt. i didnt think muchh..just walkin on a averagee dayy. then wen i sayy you pull up near is house across the street i hada take a better glimpse. but i didnt wana seem to foward, then i seem your face & thot to myself "damn..." i didnt meen that thought of you in a manor of having sex. but more in a sense of tht what ever man you were with or have been with were stupid enuf to let it go. confidencee has always layed within me at a high stand point. but when i seen you its almost like i js wanted to know what you were thinking wen we connection with are eyes. idk wat to of thought...i hope it was good tho.i wanted to go over and say something. but before i realized wat i was staring at you were halfwayy up the blok. dam is all i cud think to myself. then for the rest of the day i just thot how gr8 of a person you were tht matched with tht amazing beautyy. how much i cud show you on love that you would never wana feel neglected or a pint of depressed. idk what it was...maybe your goldishh hair with those short bangss. or the amazing caramel skin you had on. or maybe it was just my imagination. idk. but what i did no is you caught my attention and had me hooked. after tht day almost everydayy i hoped to js see you again. days..weeks went by. your still surfacing my mind somehow. but then the day afterr i finally js went baq to normal i see you at the mall. laughing with ur girlfrens. i was walking up and did my usual look around. the out the same corner of my eye i seen you..again. but this time you had a smile on. instantaneously i looked away... i didnt wana show any kind of interest maybe i wud have been played a fool in front of yur friends. idk. i minded my own business and kept walkingg. but that day i was js interested in seeing you for a second time, i thot that was my last chance. i giggled to myself after that thought. because here i am portaying myself in others eyes as a bold human being. but inside like a little kid on his secret crush. nxt time we pass by...i see you again. this time i cudnt help but staree. and surprise suprise you smiled at me. i returned it. and went on with my day. i later sat down and rely didnt have much on my mind but tht picture perfect moment of your smile...it realy made my dayy. i cudnt stop thinking about you..not on a stalkers level. but i js cudnt stop thinking of how perfect we would be for each other. i imagined me meeting your mother. meeting everyone of your loved ones. hah, stupid me. caught myself day dreaming again. i js cudnt get over the fact that even tho theres alot of women out there..you had a effect on me that i just cudnt get over. just by the smile you gave me. it was so much that i didnt even ask for. again..i continued to day dream...damn. i even thot of a little family we could have..yea..i no its pretty foolish of me to think such a thing. but yet again..i just cudnt pass it up as i do to other females. you..just perfection...maybe not to others. but in my eyes you met exactly that. yur curves, yur face, everything. it was so perfect. not many others words cud describe it. back at it again, you had me hooked. now this time weeks went by again. idk y that nite i had to go get some doritos at the corner store at 11:34 pm. i was hungry. i still didnt pay no mind to you as i did before days of this one. so i slipped my slips on & on i went. walked out of my apartment up the street. stopped at the stop sign becus a car had past. then as i walk between the white lines my foot hits the curb then a cuple more steps. i took my fitted and just relaxed it on my head backwards. then i hit the 3rd step and just as i go for the 4rth i noticed the door slid open. so i moved to my right as i stepped up to the nxt step. then i look to see who open then door. i paused..i noticed ur bangs grew. i took a deeper look into yur eyes as u did to mine. my mom fell a little bit...i studdardd..said hi..then giggled and bacause of wat i saidd..then i noticed you laughed 2. not much..but a giggle. so i introduced my self. shook your hand. then you told me your name yur girlfrens were screaming "hurry the fuk up" so then i laughed again and said you better go. then chuckled. then you slapped my shoulder & also laughed. as i was still at disbeleif at wat happend, some how i managed to ask you do you have a number. not knowing your reaction you said yes.i said would you like to do something maybe this weekend. you replied sure. then we exchanged numbers..still with your girlfrens yelling we said bye. and i went on my way and so did you.
to be continuedd......

yes..thiss wass actually a dream tht happend to me. weirdest thing i no. but i had it still in mind so i thot i'd put it up on here.
part 2 will be up very shortly in the future :)

raree

things like this are rare for me, honestlyy rely is but thnx to some deep thinking & great music of maxwell this poem came alive :)
this is js off the top i didnt prewrite it or anything as i write 1 line im thinking of the nxt

o yea pause my song to the rite----->

enjoy

. forgetting the reason we even began yelling at eachother, tht nite i alter egoed into a dying soul kus loosing the greatest thing i ever dreamed of i new wasnt seeing me as before. i stood at a pause to myself them tunnel visioned bak on are happy times, your mom nvr rely loved me but we still managed, then slowlyy hearing wind roaring past my ears as i slowly drop to my knees & finally realized wat such innocent innocence can bring so much decieve. i was foolish & took you for granted not because i new you wernt guna leave, but because i thot the love we shared was 2 big or either one of us to walk out on. i always thot it wuda been me walking out on you, me slamming the door & telling you to leave me alone inside im listening to the wheeping of your crackeling voice calling your mom to come pick you up on tht rainy night with tears running down your face & her just saying i told you so after time & time you wanted to portray a good me... a only i no you like no1 else does me. im srry tht i didnt make tht come truee. stubborn as i was & mistreated you the little things i said didnt make any difference because you knew even wen my words spoke louder then my actions..you stayed around. i rememberd the time yur mom cursed at me..told me i was a no good asshole. & here we go again you trying , crying yelling you cant take it anymore & told her im not like tht wen im yelling an telling you to js sit down. misfoolish as i was i didnt mean it. i kame home tht nite & thot to myself..dam to her own blood shes willing to go against.
right then & there the tunnel vision came baq & all the sudden in mind i listened to yur cry still it the wind passing me by as i make a trip for my knees to meet the ground. i didnt even notice thru all the wild thots, a tear random the side of my face..finally my knees crumbled & gave in i stumbled to catch myself then the tear continued its journey down my red face..starring at the ground still in distraught tht no longer yur with me bloodshot eyes from the pain tht i put u thru & you leaving was to much for me to beleive tht i almost suffocatedd.
while hands are still on the ground i position my right onto my throat coughing non-stop from disbelief tht finally yu were done with me
insidee hearts racing screaming no down a long hallwayy emptyy hallwayy
mind jus having & running thru all the moments tht i made you laugh, smile, even tear just because i was the reason for all of it.
my white shirt was soaked from my chest up, wheeping liek a helpless baby starving for a breathe..then the screaming from inside came out, eyes are shot because 2 much blood has rosen from my eyes....then with my right hand still holding my up i fell baq sloww...as im falling im jus remembering the smile you had positioned yesterday on yur face tht made yur cheekbones just poke out.
i cudnt belive as i was falling my last words from me to you were im sorry.

relationship stale like breadd;

ightyy 2nd post about relationship & this ones dedicated to those ppl tht arent official but are "tlkin"
now for girls if yur involvd with a dude meaning he knows you like him & vice versa. this is the step before any relationship & thts getting to know each other, we've all been thru & will go thru it several more times within are lives
but this is mainlyy a personal situation tht i wana share & also give advice on, you ever meet someone new & kicq shyt off & its all gravyy both of use like each other & all tht.
but then the 1st impressions wear off & you get to know them & you learn you have less in common with each other
but you had high hopes in the beginging of it all
youh was tryna be "wifey&hubby" but then shit turned sweet & now u gota diff outlook.
things start getting rele' boring, but its like "damn...we dnt gota lotta chemistryy but youh bomb ass fk' & i aint redyy tah let shit goo js yet"
thts what i said to my self. again the situation between use doesnt grow its just stayed at a stand still for sometime but you dont wana give up because you still ave hopes for use, but your conscence is sayinn "man..you no dam well aint no future wit ya..frontin as fk & u needa stop"
if you ever come to something like this best thing to do is simply get the balls to tell the person "i thinkk times is commin to an end shit was fun & all, def wana stay frens & keep in touch if yu want 2"
well..lol not like tht cus i wudnt say tht either , but you get what im sayinn.
stayin frens might actually be better off instead of tryna find love between one another & end up getting hurt because you gave it a try & didnt work out.
o'yeah alot of you girls need to understand, watch who you go out with bkus guys dont like dating girls tht date other guys alot.
not meening sex or anything, but if your always in & out of a relationship then to the guy it js makes them think your a little kid at mind & cant decidee for herselff.
& its also not attractive, so advise you to js pick carefully
now some gurls would say "well im not tryna get wit donnie so it doesnt matter" ok kool chances are i dnt want you eithr if u thot that.
but this is wat every guy doesnt like, when i say every i meen EVERY.[unless your gay, idk how shit goes on in tht societyy]
plus going into a relationship getting high hopes & feelings brings heartbreak & regret to the girl of ever dating you. so fellas relyy step up & stop playin mind games wit gurls. i get alot of ppl asking for advice & i like givin it. alot of its to js dudes tht dont no where there heads at.
i mene rely keep it str8 up with a gurl, dont go out with her to js fuck her. if those are your intentions then let her noe i js wana be cuddy buddies.
gurantee you'll be surprised with the answer & NO having a cuddy buddy does not make a gurl a hoe, only if she has one thts rely acceptable & ok in my opinion.

k, well you got it all in this one, til nxt time i'll bring more of thiss typa shit kz i go freestyle on it & give good points. leave comments with suggestions on w.e you want me to tlk about you kan leave the comment anonymous so idk who u r but w.e ur question is i'll answer it :)

update;

sorryy everybodyy ahgainn, ninjahss been busyyt we finalyy kicked shitt off wit the youtube thing if you havent seen are latest video visit either of are myspace & they'll be there :)

but the account is ; youtube.com/th3steezshow

thts the name we chose & stickingg with

whyy we cheat & how to make sure we dont;

ahh veryy biqq ask'd questionn & still unsolvedd

welp....luckilyy im here tahh' xplainn some reasonns :)

ladieszz ; understandd aye dudee will nott deliberatelyy gett widd yuh' & js cheatt.
you doin somthengg rongg in yahh relationshipp.
idkk yah' therefore meeninn idk watt yahh doesz rongg. butt ahh cuple reasonn i'll give to whyy we cheat , i nvr cheated & hopefully i dontt[idk the future]

buhh rememberr if yahh cheatedd before & yo lovahh ain' trustin yah buh you ain' cheat on him dhenn move onn.

bakk tah topikk.;

-we cheatt[guysz] khuss simplyy thee girlss pussy aintt ritee & we ain' trynahh tell'em so we stickk aroundd butt wee deff have the fuckk buddiee
-another reasonn is simplyy shits getting borinn within the 2 ah yass. so the guy looks fahh somethinn new kz youu obviouslyy gettin boringg.
-anovahh reasonn is the dude js ain' trynah be attatched...yea youu got are focuss buhh shit she gottah fatty so she got it 2. i sayy tht in a contxt of anotherr dude
-"caught in the moment" cheating speekx fah its selff
-if yah relationship is non-stop arguein. then well thts a badd siqn. we'on wana leave yuh..so we js have something on the low to refresh are memoryy , but i still come home to you bitchenn.

theresz alot more reasons these r js lil 1z

now ima tell u how tahh keep'em aroundd. haha

-makee shit interestingg : i meen like think of somethinn tah make me more interestedd like wen yuh c meh you can do diss[nothin sexual]
-be more appreciativee : the thingg bout dudes is not evryybodyy is upfrontt wit there wordss but yet there actions i guess do the speeking so we do a little action of caree & wen it happens the gurl js acts like it ws nothingg but rely to us it ws. so a simple "thank you :)" will put a nice feeling on'em & make him more happier & look foward to do more nice & sweet things bkus he sees tht u like it & also appreciate tht he does such soo.
-giving in on arguementss : now as much as any1 hates loosin a arguementt a guy wont fall back on his word for shit. so therefore u simply admitting you beingg a little wrong & apologizing shud kinda tip him & he shud do the same , if hes not a dickhead but remember we speek to u more with little actions.

again theres so much more but i dont feel like going thru them lol

-unoo

michael jacksons live memoriall review;

not in my normal writing bkus this was written literally in like 5 min i wsntt proof reading or nothin js bang rote it & postd

enjoyy;

i wanahh sayy is srry to my readerss thtt ws an initiall reaction tht i hadd. after the mediaa over credited michael wich they did..it ws pushedd ah lil 2 farr.
but thts not the pointt im sayinn srry kus i watchd his funeral kus literally channels wasnt show shit else & honestlyy i kann sayy the shitt hit homee.
to hiss brothers grease drippin off the forehead to usherr cryinn it all ws gudd.
im nott madd at the channels for no commercials kuz his memoriall wass relyy well put togetherr & it ws greater & more heartfelt then anyy awardss/ movie anythingg i seen
wat killedd me ws his daughtrr on stagee...it ain' make no tearss butt kinda put mee downn kz it ws fqd up
his memoriall also gave me a neww view on michael jacksonnn dontt forget wat i sed was first reactionn.
butt i can come to a conclusionn tht michaell, i respectt the man for his musicc kus i've seen alottah artisttt creditt him & i guess it convincedd mee. BUT i do not agree wit some of his decisions..he had little boys in his bedroom even thoo he ws not convictedd thts still a lil weirdd tahh have kids up in yah beddroom.
so thereforee as a mann i doo nott creditt him..but i deff do & can agree with alott of his viewss on how the world shouldd bee.
he helpedd alottahh ppl in 3rd worldd countriess wen if i had tht money id jss save & invest & do some moree.
but thts not the pointt , as many goods the man hadd he had doublee badd.
alottah ppl watchedd michaels memorial i went tah google & surfedd BET views it was hitting 257,128,873 views.
thiss is worldwide not u.s may i remindd you. butt thts crazyy ass views & js goes to show how muchh support the mann had.
but backk on pointt, evrythingg & every person who touched tht podeium & spoke on behalf of the dead legendd wass reel interesting in wat theyy sedd.
evrythingg tht was sedd i listen kloselyy & kindahh greww a new respectt for michaell as a personn & again his views on life
i wana quote wat al sharpton the straightner perm king sed "i want michaels kids to noe wasnt nothing strange about yo dad, it was strange wat yo daddy had to deal with"
srry straightner man but i disagree , michael jackson was weird...theres no doubt in tht evrytime i seen som1 on tv saying something about michael havin kids in his bedroom the ppl standin up for him ignored the topic tht was handed to them
so tht says to me tht yes he was a tad bit weirdd

in hiss deathh i rote a pretty harshh postt some of it i did lack knowledge & i wanaa sayy my badd. but i still fele the same on itt js ah lil diff onah cuple thingss.

i put to restt everything i sayy about michaell rite now ks its getting old...my bad..its been old.

i respect the man as a entertainer & his views on life. BUT how he lived life & some of his choices i do not agree with. thts my finall word on michael jacksonn.
r.i.p to him & i fele sry for wat his kids r goin thru.
but thts life shit happens ppl die...it happend to me with my g-ma dyinn in earlyy june. i paid my respects & got ovr itt sad thingg but my mindd set on how i see things is simplyy shit happens.
tht all bein saidd i wana leve my word on michael how i sed it yes for entertainer & viwes on life but no on life choicess.

opnions , opinions , opinionss;

welpp , its been awhilee butt ain' rely been motivatedd for shitt
buttt im backk at itt ass i wass xD
jss tahh correktt everyyonee yes, i do listen to nothingg butt country & yesz , i think im hardd shit..lmao but yet i dont havee any beef wit anyyonee?
& onlyy musicc on myy sidekikk is wayne, drake & kidd cudii?
but yett i still listenn tahh tim mcgraw & tht taylorr girl..i'on noe her name lol

there actually my fav ppl , i buyy 6 of there albums tahh support'em :)
& yeahh who everr rote it was rightt i cantt dress at all but yett whoevr there boyyfen is well hiss stylee ain' better so idkk how tht adds up.

basikallyy thee hole point is u simplyy wastedd ur time & thank you for telling me how you feel about me :)
i appreciate it how you sed it...ANONYMOUS. so js thenkk wt tht tells me about you lmao
but yeahh evrybodyy youh shouldd noe..im so worried about other ppl & i act hard ALL THE TIME.
at the dinner tablee i ritee my rapss , at breakfastt im cursin at my cereall kus i'on wana be caught slippin.
lmao wts still funny iss thiss person sed i cantt dress but yet i resemblee kanyee?
xcusee me dumb fuk..kanye's one of the bestt dress artistt's out..so how u think ima take tht...def not a negative compliment. buhh b4 ms anonymous sd tht shee sed i cantt dress but i resemblee kanye. doesnt tht jus go togtherr lmao
shee sedd she ain' impressdd...well waddahh yahh noe dont i dress the wayy i do to get ur attentionn i wakee up outtah bed & think of an outfit js for you :)
bkusz thts js how much i care about wtf you thinkk.

i js wishh i gave ah fuk aboutt ah chiqss petty thotts.

its all gravyy tho...i noe i have a new hater :) i do it forr youuh so plz...for this postt come to my site purposelyy to js tlk shit lmao seriuslyy i wana laugh at how dumb ur guna look to mee

but noo biggiee idk/idc who sedd it i spentt most of the time laughingg & pinchhin my cows nipples ks the new amishh family i js got movedd 2 :)

LMFAOOO;

ii getsz boredd soo i surff the tubee , on mahh journeyy ii foundd dhisszz funny aszzz videoo

one ahh' dahh funniesztt i seen enn 09'
nott gunahh do muchh tlkinn , js watch...you'll laughh yah asss off hard

I'M BIG TIME NIGGAHHHH lmfaooo

accidentt & sidekickk archiveee;

beenn ahh cuple dayszz' & somee shidd happenedd
sencee iii got insomniaa i kanne sleeep relly , szoo aroun' 630 julyy 3rd, 09' i txtdd mahh good ol' pall jessicaa ef shee; neededd ahh ride tahh workk ; soo pickedd herr up & dropped herr off , dhenn' took dahh backroadszz homee byy tanger outletss & ii wass drivinn, fahh somee oddie asz reason i like day dreamedd nxtt thingg ii noe ii herdd dahh rearrvieww mirror goo BANGG! i look dahh shidd broke turnzz out i hitt ah mailboxx lol...ii spennt likee 20-30 minn drivenn bakk&' fortthh lookinn forr dahh brokenn shiddyy mirror.
whenn ii gott homee ii snappedd ahh' cuple flikxx ahh itt.'
dhenn i pudd it onn dah groundd tah make itt look likee somebodyy hitt it szoo my mom wudentt' throww ah fitt. lol

heress dahh rearrview in the parkk lot;

heress dahh backk thts placedd entoo' dah rearrvieww;

dhenn hereszz' dahh brokenn mirror thtsz nooww fixxedd';

movenn onn ; i wass jszz lookinn on mahh foneesz fotosz albumz & jsz feltt like puttenn cuple randomsz up enjoyy;

mahh boyy christiann bluetooth dhiszz tahh meh...hee told me thee storyy & asz fuckedd' up as it isz...i cryy my ass off khusz isz dhatt funyy. hesz ghudd now dhoee lmfao;

hahaa..noww dhiszz issz onn' dahh corner off ii thinkk freemont & charleszz roadd down dahh street from dah cementaryy by dahh moviesz
i'on gotahh speek muchh..itsszz self-explanatoryy lolzz

whiitee ppl standd up ; somethin tah be proudd:

broadcastenn live from mahh room :) lol , imm efiicialyy' happy tahh kall mahh selff wiite thnx tahh thisz guyy
whitee ppl gottah badd namee , president , actors etc. itssz alwayss usz tht fuckk upp enn the mediaa
& thatszz why ii hatee mose' whitee ppl ; buhh' diss man makesz mehh proud tahh beh wiite lol , nahh literally tho ii grew upp on hisz musik & ef he diedd , denn ii deff' be downn...kus imma actually fan & greww up on hiss shidd.
thee' mansz ahh lyrical geniuss & his albumm relapsee sold hella good enn isz 1st week[600,000+ copies].
he wasz gone for ahh' while buh came backk & iim happy he didd.
hesz da only rappahh whos'whole album es on mahh sidekickk & ii cantt stop bumpin it.
alottah ppl like'em & alsoo claim hesz dahh best rapper alive..vibe magazine haddah like ahh voting thengg' like march madness or some shidd & eminemm came out tahh numbahh uno
all ii noe es hesz 1 ahh dah besztt' handsz down
he gottahh new vid , songss calledd "beautiful" its 1 ahh my favv trax on hiszz alumm alongg witt deja vu & must be the ganja.

peep it;

lifeleszz;

ahh, noww asiddee' from thillahman[lol] i reed ahh lotta online intellectual shidd. likee peepz dhatt jsz make you thinkk ahboutt life & ishh. especially authorss
so ii hidD upp google & startedd mahh' weeklyy digestin ahh reedinn ; ii kame akrosz one datt relyy caughtt my eye.[im blind een' mahh left]
ii got tahh thinkengg boutt ishh itt wahh' sayenn enn all...im like dazamn...ii takee errythingg ii have foh grantddd'
& i noo mahh mainn ninjahs readd mahh ishh soo ii wanahh thankk yahh 2 ninjahss fahh beinn there , no gayy ishh ahh nuffin. ii LOVE yahh ninjahss.

milton ; hiszz ass gone come out & say "niggah stfu...yuhh softt ass niggah [miltons laugh] hu hu haha...you mahh nigga doe" lmao

colt ; crakahh ass gone sayy "nigga im none of yur gurls...stfu" then he'll fall back to sleep.

& then jsz for the humor miltons brother freds "shes diggin me" lmfao[insiderr]

haha & im missin mahh other ninjah pat buh he don' reed diss ishh. shoutout tah himm.
buhh thankful as fk' i don' gottahh be 1 of many peepsz worryin bout my ninjahs stabbin me in the back. dahh shidd aint nuttin buhh trust i got in'em. & dasz werdd.

buh heres whyy;
"If you woke up this morning healthy, you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the fear and loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pain of starvation, you are better off than 500 million people in the world. If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep, you are more comfortable than 75% of the people in this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If you can read this, you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all."

-uno.