whats the point?

usually when u meet some1...you have these expectations and high hopes that it goes good for the 2 of use..right?. everything goes good..no arguements...hangin out every now n then txtin all the time. sounds pretty normal im guessing..normal as in between any 2 teens its liek tht. during the 2 use start to get feelings for each other. and then both ppl are happier then ever. but then after time passes use end up disagreeing on this n that...time after time use get annoyed with one another then some how its always the dumbest reasons that make 2 gr8 compatible ppl stop tlking. then use stop tlkking. use go to the same skool & see each other pretty often. now tht use got into a arguement & dnt tlk to each other js makes u think wats the hole point of even getting to no some1 in tht typah way of gettin feelings. i meen either way its coming to an end...so why waste time asking for their name...asking kinda personal things, asking her for the number. its almost like the biggest waste of time & good way to keep u off track. then after every stupid little involvment with some 1 i, i meen you get this idea how she played games & etc etc(lol). use didnt work out & cuple 1s before this 1 didnt either.
so whats to say this ones guna work out and not turn out like the others did? is this considered lookin for the "1" goin thru all these ppl and getting nothing but negative reactions at the end & in some cases loosin a good friend.
but no praise the lord & keep hope alive kus person after person will tell u, "u'll find the right one." "js keep looking"
some ppl dnt tlk to 1 at a time...some'll go to the extent of 3 & 4 prolly even more..nothin bad about it i had it goin liek tht for a lil myself. bad idea to try tho.but then theres times where some actually do work out...those tend to be the long term or kinda long term...but have u noticed how much the stress 1 of the ppl go thru? how much b.s tht no1 rely cares bout they put on there status "had a bad day, crying now" then there moods are the date the got together wit a sad face. theres nothing i can do but literally smirk and shake my head. and still they claim its love & how love is pain and all this other b.s. but u kall love arguement after arguement taking him or here back after they done cheated once already?
i dnt think its love...i think its js scared to move on. kinda like ur stuck with what you got type thing.
but still in the end the 2 of you will come to an end...nothing is forever. but i cant blame some1 for doing it js for the meantime...you go ahead & get hurt cry ur nights away ima laugh at fat ppl tryna fit into bathroom doorways without grease.
sometimes it weirds me out how complete strangers can become so klose. its weird but with almost every1 dating is how it happens. how this prsn js 4 or 5 months ago knows so much about yu & everything. and knowing them things can hurt you....arguements uses them in it & bang fucks ur hole nite up. idk maybe im going bitter off my own singleness & how i cant find som1 or im completely right & "seen the light" as the underground railroad would say.

its a hate crime buddy

i watched the video & thought how easy tht cud happen to me...i say tht bkus i date girls tht arent white...i dnt wana white gf or ne thing. so wit tht all said and done its js fucked up how they beat him for dating a blak gurl. i meen in this world skin shudnt matter it shud all be wats inside. now if you noe me you may be saying something along the line of gay ppl & how im against faggots dating one another, yes i am. but i'd nvr go no where near as to walk up to som1 and disrespect them as a prsn tht did nothing to me. now again u may thing wow hes bein pretty hypocritical kus still ur against gay guys. again right..i am against in...but its not like the KKK to black ppl against...its in my surrounding its around me at skool as well as many other teens. im against it meening i dnt have a problem its js a view i have on it.
js like some are against skinny jeens & say shit about it..i havent gotten fully disrespectd js ppl ask me alot "idk how you do it" & dumb shit
but beating someones a lil over the top...especially wen they did nothing to you. let ppl live their life as they please. example my views on gays, im not guna walk up to a gay & str8 bash him wit wat i think...or wen one comes around im not guna speek under my breathe. i js think it isnt right, thats all.
ppl shud have the same view, let ppl be & liv their life...kus obviously these dont have nothing better to do.
i'm being rely stereotypical but the guys tht beat him probably flunk in skool, do drugs, etc etc so therefore they have a "hood" mentality...wich is fucked up wen you do this.
ppl js needa grow up.

welcome to one of my nites...

you may hate me for this, or not..but my chest has to get cleared some how..i hope you understand.
2:47 was the time..i was txtin my fren nina then on the side corner i seen js ur name...i alredy had a thot on what the text was guna say..as much i wanted to ignore w.e you said for some reason i cudnt. so i send it, go reed what you said, you wrote "hey, its been like forever...sup :)?" i js shook my head in disbeleif tht at skool u pass me 30 times a day & still say nothing. but tht didnt matter, i knew what u wanted js wanted to c wen u'd say it. so i replied "nothin much, bored hbu?"..after i sent i continued to sit on my bed in disbelief kus i knew wat u wanted & yet still i was guna giv it to you. u then replid cuple minnutes later saying "o ok kool...do u wana hangout?" right then...my eyes js sink right to the bottom of my face like i found out you cheated on me or something. and me, being the dumbass i am said "o yea das kool...wen u commin thru?". u didnt say what we were doing or anything..kus i alredy know what u wanted..so w.e i got redy took my fone off the charger put clothes on and stood outside waiting..luckily you knew my parents werent guna be home for awhile..so you knew it was ok if i left. so as im waiting im still txting my frend...then u pull up. i stand up still my head half sobered from the thoughts of wht was guna happen in the nxt 20 minutes made me seem like i was tired. i get in...you greeted with a smile & said "i missed you" i went baq to my fone as if i didnt hear you..but i did i js didnt miss wat u wanted from me & wat i was getting. so we take off...hit the roadd go on the way to ur house
we pull up i alredy knew were i was expected to walk..ur basement..im thinkin to myself "i shuda nvr wore these shoes to walk in this wet grassy as mud field" tht was ur backyard. i open the door to ur basement reel light kus knew ur mom was asleep on the sofa right on top of us..but still tht didnt seem to bother you wen you talked all loud. so i walked to ur sofa tht was "L" shaped sat in the corner part tht reclined and i reclined myself kus it was my way of "getting air" inside...my arms were reel weak..i was so light headed i cud barely reply to any txt msg i got...i threw my hand behind my head as if i didnt care wat was happening wen in reality the xact opposite was the lurking truth.then u sat nxt to me crossed one foot ovr another and leaned ur head towards the side..since mines was reclinded there was tht little space tht u looked at me with...i tried making no eye contact kus i rely had a thing for you, i js nvr told you...i meen hey, im a guy & wen a gurl hits a guy up for the 101 special were suppose to take it & go wit the flow....right?
well thats what i thot 2...then since my body was almost leveled on the chair nxt to you u kicked ur left leg ovr me & got right on top...then u leaned in and started kising my cheeq my forehead then my neq...wich later i'd end up seein as a hickie...but it didnt matter...i was thinkin to myself "you say you a "in the moment" typah guy, well heres in the moment" then i didnt no wat kame and drove me to do all tht...it was like a 3 yeer sexual frustration tht some1 had...i js punced up & started kissin you...then i hugged you right at the border of yur ass & hip...picked you up & layed you where you sat b4 u got on top of mee...there i was kissing on ur neq & taking my tonguee all around ur upper bodyy...luckily it wasnt nasty kus u seemed to like it..then i lightlyy nibbled on ur neqq worked my way baq up to ur cheeq then ur lips..i bit the bottom 1 lightlyy..then in xchange to tht yu played with my lip ring with yur tongue as mines was gentlyy grayzing the top of urs. as that was happening for a cuple minutes...you were whispering like you had something to hide from som1 "take yur shirt off" i did so...threw it on the floor between the coffee table & us. my jeens were sagged and i struggled to get my beeter off since it was tucked in..but i eventually managed..then after it was taken off my underwear were flarrey ovr the top on my pants...then i went baq to where i was...then i also told you to take ur shirt off..u did it quickly threw it on the upper right side of mines...i noticed you had a pink bra on..i cudnt help my to take a cuple seconds & glance at wat was in fornt of me...but then i went baq to ur lips kissed my way down to those huge bee stings..kissed both one time..left to right then worked my wayy down from the center of ur body..followed to ur belly button...i licked around it a few times..then reversed baw up wat i js did...then wen baq time...as i past ur belly button..i took ur sweat pants folded it down 1 and licked the hole way across slowlyy..cus neither of us were in a rush.then i looked baq up at you..no words..js looking and it was like you red my mind u kicked yur feet and slid yur pants down then kicked ur feet baq under my bodyy..there was much light in the room..xcept for the corner where yur washer & dryer was. so for me it was hard to see...but hey, i managed.then i noticed you had a pink panties on tht made ur thighs looke bigger then usualy..but these were kleer with flower like designs on them...still i payed no mind as i told u to left ur baq up..then i pulled down from there as my hands were cornered wit the top of ur but.i pulled the baq part down half way..wich made the front go down a little more i left it there where it was at the baq..took the inner part of ur thighs where the pantie was i pulled it down..kissed both sides so slow & gentle tht ur body began to shake. i knew wat i was doing was feeling lik heaven on earth to you..i pulled even lower and got to the tip of it..i didnt wana go righht in so my tongue only peaked ovr with a liq 3 or 4 times after that i then decided to pull it off of you...u lifted ur legs then rested them on my upper shoulders for a cuple seconds as i nudged to pull them off you..after ur panties finally got to js on each quad it was like my mind had matrixed everything..i slowly pulled them up..then leaned my head baq bku ur feet were equivalent with my ears...they then finally came off...i threw it right behind me...then i proceeded with my head on the way down yur legs enclosed nxt to my ears as if it were human ear mufs...i again kissed the inner thighs...1 kiss by another on each side i got closer and closer..but i took my time..then finally i got to it..i took ur clip and js dazzled my tongue wwith it...ur body shook again..idk y i felt like i nvr been down here on you b4..knowing it was my 5th time you'd think i'd be use to it. but yet still i seemed nervous...may have not appeared to you..but inside i was js imagining the face my mom wud make if she kame home and i wasnt there. but still i played with it..it hang to left a little i remember tht significantly about you. i still played with it..i then got bored after 20 minutes with just my tonguee 15 on those 20 i cud feel you hands smushing my head & pushing me into you more and more. i got up and said hold on...i went to the freezer grabed a ice cubee came baqq ur leg was then kicked up on the top of the sofa..i went baq in wit the ice cube in my mouth slowly i poked it out half way of my mouth and lightly touched around the hole it where u still cud see lighhtskinn of ur complexion...ur body then shook even more i looked up to c if it was ok see ur face half wayy re arranged eyes closed seemed like it was a living dream..i then continued until the ice cube was then left to nothing but water on ur cushions...my lips still hypothermic kus it was cold. then u told me lets go up stairs..i grabbed my stuff and followed u...as u krept up the stairs i crept half way slower...who wuda imagined ur mom waking up to a kid half naked following her almost naked daughter..but then we got up the stairs..turned the corner..then u tippy toed ran to the stairs..i stood baq bkus ur mom js turned and yawned...i cudnt beleive it was happening..then i js tippy toed my way to where you were..followed u up the stairs..walk str8 bkus ur room was there..since it was dark i thot u alredy were in there but no u wispered xactly other direction...ur moms room i then looked...said a lil joke u laughed then i walked...passing the bathroom...passing yur brothers room door tht led to ur attic. u open the door waited or me then locked it..i walk in cheq my fone a mised kall from my mom..i didnt even bother with it..js silenced & layed on the bed. u then took my belt loosened it..and my pants...my hands were rested on the baq of my head as if i were scarface & js had everything made. u pulled my zipper down..then boxers...as u slid it down ur tongue met the base of it...then as u pulled down ur tongue followed...man..tht rely killed me..in a good way.then as u pulled my pants down u then took both hands positioned on top of 1 another & stroked then cuple strokes u took ur tongue & played wit the top..tht brough chills to my spine...made my mouth open and my lower baq pop up. it was like you knew all the secrets to my body..and js teased me with it..who was i kidding...you knew every soft spot on me...then u continued to suck as if the lollipop had flavor & u were in a contest to suck it dry. then ur hair started getting in the way so i had no choice but as a thank you to hold it up. then after u were done i slippd my pants off told u to lay on yur bad...i then god on top...missionary minus the action..put my finger inside you...1....2...3...4 i pulled it baq out...i cudnt beleive how wet u were..my hand looked like i js got out of a swimming pool tht i'd been in for hours..dried up & crusted...it was tht bad...i was sitting there with a puzzled face. i thot to myself no need to open it up...so then i did the unthinkable...the reason ur txt came in...the reason u thot of me..the reason we were hre for...i slid it on in...then pulled baq out...my penis was starrrd at by both of us..bkus ur stuff was literally dripping off of it on the 1st half stroke. it didnt bother me...i slid it baq in..then again the 1st entire stroke the baq of ur head crumbld the pillow then i picked up speed within the nxt 5 minutes so the anticipation wud be threw the roof...i alredy knew u were from the ice...but wen i cut it off between strokes js to mess with you u got mad...i smiled and laughed a little cus it was funny...but then baq into action..were eventually picked baq up at last time u bit the bottom ur lip...most of the time ur eyes were closedd and u rested ur hands nxt to my side by my lower baq...u breathed pretty heavy..i thot i was dreaming with a angry bull in front of me bkus it was that bad. then after my 1st nut wiped it on the bed sheets slid it baq in & pickd it up again...cuple minutes into it u said "harder" right then and there i was alter egoed to soem freek i didnt even no livede within me...it was the weirdest experience of my life so far...but then wen tht was said & heard the muscle i use to stop my piss in action i then js turned it on i guess u can say..and just thrusted and stroked..and kept it going..then we switched to doggy...i knew u loved tht position..so we got into tht...as i started goin for some reason everything in my manhood was extra sensitive and i cud literally feel ur g-spot around the bottom of my penis..it was a little rough...i only felt it wen i stroked out then wen my head wud enter is wen i'd feel it..nvr wen i fully enterd the hole thing in...i noticed everytime the 2 met up ur body yet wud still shake...i grabbed ur lower thigh & went balistic...it felt like i wud nvr get this chance again...like i was angry at the world & js went all out then my 3rd nut came around..then was wen i entered the bathroom kus i needed a break...i remembered i didnt bring condoms..but tht didnt bother me. after i got done pissing u said u wanted the top...so i let you have it...we got back into it & after 4 strokes we connected & kept the rhythm for a good 20 minutes...it was rely annoying me kus the fart sounds was being made everytime you bounced on me...but i didnt let tht define anything...i let another 5 minutes pass by then i decided to go home..it was getting early and my mom alredy left 3 missed kalls.i checked...so as we got up you said to me "we gota do this more often" with a smile as if u liked wat we js did..i shrugged kus either wat it didnt matter...i was "gettin mines" and thts all tht matters to guys i guess. i then noticed how much nut u left on me of urs tht it leaked down to my ankle...both sides of my legs were covered..i asked for a towel u gave me the blanket...i said "wtf..im not tht ignorant now...ur mom sleeps wit this" u replied "its ok, ill js wash in b4 she wakes up" i js said "w.e" and continued to wipe myself off...placed my clothes baq on and waited for you...i then came & hugged you nd kissed u on the cheeq...u said tht was sweet of me.. i didnt say nothing..u asked wats wrong i js walked down stairs...u went to ur room to put clothes on....i whispered ill b in the basement. u said ok...i went down & waited for you..u came down 5 or 6 minutes later grabbed ur keys tht u left on the coffe table. then we opened the door went to ur car..got in..then u asked me why was i acting weird..i js said "fought with my mom earlier" as a lie kus ididnt wana explain my self...the hole way there was quiet..then we pull up to my house u kissed me and said "see you monday" i js said ok, as i got out u pulled away & made the circle around my parking lot then i watched as u went psat the treee...walking to my front door i js said to myself..."wow..im 17 and she doesnt care about me..nothing..she js wanted what she got." all this was said in my head..conscience talking. it was officially the 1st time i was used for js wat i got

its weird js being used for something..especially since that areas a personal space...u'd figure the person wud no u on a personal level...but she didnt even no my favorite color. js my name..fone numbere and a cuple other things.
i walked up stairs and noticed my mom wasnt home...no wonder she called from my dads cell fone...she musta thot i fell asleep...wich later wen i woke up said i did.

F.A.Q's

me & my fren dani were txttingg & i was lost on a blog topic, so i asked her she came up wit a FAQ.
she supplies the questions, ima answer them :)

1. Q:why do dudes take mad long to make it official?
A;well depending on the guy it'll vary, a guy tht tlks to a girl fer like 2 weex then dates for like a week n half needs more mental help to make a better decision. but as for others its because were not assured things'll work out. i meen as a guy ur not suppose 2 show much emotion so like wit tht in mind it js makes making a decision like tht 10x's harder. or if the guy is like me, he'll literally nvr ask you out...js lookin for some1 to be there. if i were you make sure you ask the guy early on in what he wants out of you 2, ull be surprised with his answer & he'll be in shock kus in his mind is the truth running but taking a lil while to reply hes lying. better to make things kleer, ppl gota noe these things lol.

2. Q: why do dudes get mad when you hug other guys or tlk to them? A:well if thts occuring hes a lil 2 jealous, js let him go. kus its alredy 2 much ovr a frendly hug to gt bitched at.

3. Q; why do dudes have codes for words tlkin about girls?
A; umm...thts actually a good question lol..usually its js regular guy tlk...doesnt have a specific meening unless a friend of the females around & they dnt want her to hear anything..other then tht its js how we tlk

4. Q; why do dudes always say nvr mind wen tlkin about a important subject?
A; another good one, basically one of 2 things...either the guy doesnt wana start a pointless arguement. or hes annoyed and doesnt feel like re-explaining himself so we'll say it to js move it if to us it isnt important.

5. Q; whats good with the word "jont" when a dude actually lieks tht gurl?
A; well jont is js another word wen guys is aroun each other to say about this or tht gurl. it usually is jus used to sound cool or js for the fuck of it. no matter wat the chik be..somrbody your feelin or js a fren or a pop off "jont" is js the word of choice.

6. Q; why do dudes think its okay to degrade a girl?
A; well depending on the situation, if shes js a nut up then we say it as shes low & only used for sex. or in my case where somethin happened then u js come at there neq & be disrespectful, if thts considered degrading, then js let me say females also make mistakes. even tho i dnt do it oftenly or barely ever, its ignorant but some deserve it.
plus its plain out funny.

7. Q; why do dudes sag their pants & still wear belts?
A; i kinda do tht...well since i wear skinny jeens i js like the tightnes on my legs & not near my dick n ishh. so i sag'em. saggin to most dudes makes the outfit look better & with a belt its js part of the outfit..plus in my opinion sagging is more compfortable then pullin them up.

8. Q; why do dudes grab there crotch like every 23.6 seconds?
A; lol umm rely awkward kinda thing to ask but i also do tht..its js a place to put ur hand....doesnt have a meening its js part of the "walk" lol i guess u can call it.

9. Q; why do dudes think they no girls like the back of their hand?
A; well in all honestyy yur moves are predictable..girls nowadaes are js different faces but same actions.

10. Q; why are dudes always tlkin sexual bout females celebrities around there gfs?
A; all in all honestyy i do tht..js bkus i lowkeyy have a crush on nikkin minaj & lauren london. i'd do undescribable things to'em lmao. but jokes aside its the truth & also a tease. thts all & for some guys js to annoy you =p

11. Q; why do dudes try to win an arguement when they cant?
A; thats a tuff cookie...only if u cheat or lie stupidly then the other is in the rong..or if its obvious then they wont argue...if they do there immature. or if they better have a good reason. lol but naa some ppl like arguements like myself only joking ones, kus there funny...but on a serius note it all depends on what its over.

12. Q; do guys really mean everything they say to gurls?
A; umm..usually in tht moment in time they rely do..girls are starting to grow out of the stage of the romance preaching on the 1st nite. so wen a dude says something usually there being sincere...kus he wudnt be there for the soul purpose of js havin sex & go thru hangin out together all those times to even sometimes meeting ur parents if he wasnt forril..but in the back of a guys mind idc who u r...havin sex with whoevr u tlk to is a thot tht came up. so ladies js no if ur tlkin to some1 its in are heads. but most guys nowadays calmed down & usually outa respect for you we wont bring it up, well i wont lol.& i no lot of others tht wont. plus also depends on what he says

13.Q; what do guys love most about the girl?
A; with everything concluded guys are diferent & love different things...but its mainly personalityy. but for instance if you have a pretty face tht to me is a huge boost rather then having huge boobs & a decent face wich may be another guys liking. or ass & tittties. it all boils down to personality and js on who u r. o'yea style counts big time also...depending on the kinda guy were tlkin about..last but not least guys love the sex, long as she isnt lazyy lol & yes we'll leave you if u got waqq pussy,so dnt be a victim.

14. Q; what do boys hate the most?
A; o damn...well the most is hard to sum up to...theres lists & lists. some guys will actually go for a dirty girl js bkus the feelings are sincere but some guys dnt wana try to get pussy they js want it, personally get a fuq buddy. but others have diff opinions.but guys hate rejection the most & prolly taking a long time to have sex..girls need to no tht some of the time u make guys wait isnt kool. its js cooch..doesnt make u dirty or slutty if u have sex. but the most thing i think i cud say every guy hates in a gurl is wen they send mix signals...even tho it doesnt make any hatred it js plays wit r heads & confuses us. others might say a cocky girl is the biggest turn off..idk diferent guys like different things. js be urself & yull find out whos good for you & whos not.

15. Q; what is the 1st thing dudes look at on a girl?
A; uumm...usually the guy looks at the face irst wen the gurl is in front of them...but then other times its from the shoes up. but wen were behind u, you know what were lookin at. lol

16. Q; why are dudes lazy wen it comes to doing things?
A; well depending on what it is...usually if were guna hangout well make a lie up & be lazy bout shit kus we aint feelin u like tht & we rely dnt kare.
but other times, we js dnt feel like it.

noticeddd

sooo me & a fren was cakinn it the other day, and she asked me outa the pitch blue sky "why do guys always feel threatened wen another guy tries to tlk to the gurl he likes, i meen im faithful wen im kinda involved with some1..but yet still seems that they dont ever beleive me"
and since it was so random i really cudnt come up with a solid answer..but then got the thinkinn process & came up with a solution.
guys get a gurl, and usuallyy they go for girls tht in there mind is out of their league and in a case where the guy gets the gurl...he ego kickss past the radar.
but still hes not 100% sure kus nobodies stupid...its pretty obvious if u gota bombb babe wita shitball. so he has 2nd thots like "maybe shes js usin me to fill the gap to not be singl and she didnt feel like tryin" orrrr hes the opposite...where he gets her then he changes.
starts dressing different to her liking etc etc. and then his self esteem gets raised but its not solidified kus dudes use to fuck-up shitball lookin babes.
so basically wen the dude gets the girl he goes to all cost to keep her.
try & fight every guy tht he sees as a threat evn js makin the gurl laugh will flip the switch, i've had it happen literally like 33 times smh
but hes nvr definet about you leaving him or not so he complains lowkeyy to you, i gota commend girls on stayin wit dudes like tht...kus i cant stand emotionally unstable ppl
but from a guys perspective wen i was younger i was the xact same way...not kus ima shit ball & i no im not uglyy..but js bkus the hole trust thing is hard.
females are exactlyy the same, i've messed with gurls tht werent ugly at all far away from it but yet still beleived i'd go behind there baq n lie in there face
wen it aint even like tht...js goes to show tht they dont bleive in there selves to make the right choice for who they wana mess with.

over-rated

its becoming to much to soon. im speaking on drake, his buzz is really outta this world. his "so far gone" mixtape went so far gone that now its releasing as a EP.
wich is really good for a rapper that didnt even release his first album. but most mixtapes die out within 3 months, so far gone got buzzed up so much in 3 months that it carried into this summer
now i remind you, im def. not anti drake. i got his latest mixtape. i deleted so far gon out of my sidekick because its just to over hyped. lol
but i mean im waiting for drake to slip, but im proud he didnt. on his "heartbreak drake pt.2" he released tracks like "the winner", "juice" & do it now along with many others.
none of them let me down...he stayed wit the same lyrical consistency from so far gone. when most rappers woulda flopped.
then recentlyy he released a old track but remade the lyrics & featured 2 extra ppl ; kanye west & eminem..still waynes on it with a remade verse thts rely shitty.
heres the song.:

its toughh..especially with all the potential. kanye & drake & em went reel hard. i was surprised with drakes lines.
kanye, its nothing new...hes been nastyy..personally the best verse on the track.
eminem was crazy with it. js kanyes made more sense to me.
waynes verse was so horrible..he thinks jus bkus he made so much good music tht he can fall back, he can..but this is 2 much. hes so waq on this track. lol

but back on drake, no album..already made a video with 2 really talented ppl ; jaime foxx feat the dream, drake, & kanye. then mary j. blige's song "one" wich on both song he killed i beleive.
wayne really gave drake a huge foundation really fast bkus ppl trust waynes word.
& he wasnt lyingg...drake had alot of room to fill & alot of expectations to live up to..i think he did everything reel gud.
but i js beleive ppl are blowing it up to fast so by his 1st album he'll be played out lol. & idc bout it but its surprising how rappers get played out nowadays...especially 50 cent. his careers already in the gutter...releasing "curtis" was a dumb move.