day dreaming/ranting, venting/ etc

im a huge day dreamer ; i kid you not i could sit on a park bench on a summer night for literally hours on in and be perfectly content with myself by myself and not speaking to anyone i think about random things;

whether it be...

girls
clothes
more girls
more girls
the weekend
true art in its purest form
or any little thing

im NOT a regular person, if you know me im overly sarcastic, i make jokes on all races including white because its funny to me, i try and make a joke into everything...im not a person you cross paths with anyday
im rarely ever in a bad mood ; only person that can make me go from good to bad is my mom, i dont know how she posses the power to do it but she can smh

but when it comes to people i get along with almost everyone i come in contact with, i dont have any known haters...maybe a couplee but the fogs to thick for me to realizee i have anyy

even though i love girls and think about them as much as any guy ; THEY ARE NOT MY WEAKNESS i have been perfectly single for the past 4 months not being involved with a single female

most guys need a new girl for some odd reason ; guys need girls to make them feel better about themselves and self esteem, there thing is the badder the bitch the higher your self esteem.
my thing is my self esteem is alreadyy pretty high, im very pleased with the way i came out of the twat whole i have alot of imperfections and stuff like that..but fuck it you take with what you got & make it look 100x's better then it was originally planned for you.
you WILL NOT GET ANYWHERE sitting around criticizing yourself, doubting/downing yourself with your insecurities...make the best of it and focus on your strong points and make having flaws seem okay ; if you do that it will lets other people feel okay about themselves and have a thing in there mind saying im not the only one walking around with these big flaws
i always speak on ppls flaws if im out in public or something for me & my friends to get a good laugh & i mean a GOOD LAUGH. lol
but in the end its all a joke ; even tho i clown people with baggy jeans kus there so outdated & out of style those people i bet clown people that wear tight jeans.
but from my point its a joke ; i really could careless what you wear or do with your life ; as long as it doesnt effect me then more power to youu.

girls with lame guys is just the tip of the ice berg of my rantingness ; i dont get how girls say guys are all lame and they end up meeting someone new and it goes back down the gutter like the rest, then they get mad at US meaning guys that actually have there selves together , and bitch at us because they cant find something good ; girls need to know A GOOD GUY WILL NOT WALK UP TO YOU OR TELL YOU HE LIKES YOU maybe throw out hints but nothing obvi so be on the look outtt for that.

ill be back with a Pt. 2...